“When I Felt You Loved Me”

You promised things would be better
That things would change
That you would try to do better
And
I thought that day
When I cried in frustration
In front of you
And
When you wiped my tears away
That you saw
How distressed I was
How I wanted
To be loved
To be appreciated
To be comforted
By you
And
Only you
My question is
Did you not see
My vulnerability
I was at my rawest
Naked of my physical beauty
Stripped clean
With only my soul
To present to you
I showed you my core
And
I was at my basics
Do you know
I got down on my knees
Plenty of days and nights
Praying
For you
For us
To be strong in this storm
That kept you in your past
And
I asked for it not to take over our present
I once swore to myself
That I would be there to witness
Our success
Granted
I was new to this
It is the first time
I prayed
For a relationship to be a success
I was
Asking for strength
Asking for more love
Asking for your protection
Each day so as to keep you safe
I prayed for you
More than I did
For myself
And
I thought coming with no defenses
No baggage
No games
No lies
Hands out
Palms up
Showing you I had no weapons
To use against you
Was enough
But it was not
I tried to put
You and I
In a safe place
Where we could keep
Each other safe
But instead
You rejected me
And
Everything
That was real
That was me
And
Retreated
To your safe place
Breaking my heart
Ignoring my feelings
Making me a causality
Of a war
I was never part of
In the first place
And
By you reverting back
To your old self
The one you said you left behind
To start a new life
You gave up
You stopped me from
Showing you
My continuing truth
That I was willing
If you was willing
To keep in this fight
And
Conquer this world
You doubted us
You doubted me
We was supposed to be
Side by side
Shutting down anyone
Who said we could not
Be together
Be happy
Be stronger
Than the ones
That wanted our failure
Yet
Sadly you proved them right
You was not ready
You was too afraid
Afraid of real love
Afraid of change
You was
Afraid of living a new truth
You had
Fear of the unknown
And
The happiness that came with it
A happiness like no other
A happiness we could have had together
For the rest of our life

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“Unsettling Interaction”

My frustrations are at a high
My trust issues are real
Men
What the fuck
Why do
I have to watch my back with any of you
It is crazy that
Strangers
And
Kin
Are alike
Yeah
I see you looking at me
I feel like you think
I am about to be a snack
With your jackal grin
Creepy eyes
Undressing me
Picturing me
It is an unsettling feeling
To be unsafe around men
In general
That’s a fact
Because
I do not understand
What the hell is wrong
What part of the definition of no
These men do not comprehend
Do you not get it
What’s up
Because
It is sad
Walking down the street
Men are crazy disrespectful
Eager to torment
While cackaling unwanted names
Of supposed it inderment
But it is not
Those names are what most women do not care to hear
Like
Psst hey girl
Hey baby
Heyyyyy high yella
Hey you
Red
We have names
I just wish
They speak with respect
And
Not swarm around
As if I am carrying beef jerky
In my back pocket
It is not cute
Real women do not answer because
It is a form of disrespect
And
All we want to do
Is continue on our way
Avoiding any altercations
But instead things get worse
We get called
Bitch
Whore
Dike
Or
Stuck up
Because we do not talk
It is a free world
In which we can chose not to interact
We do not owe anyone any reason
For us not talking back
Especially
With strangers
Who do not know
How to address a woman with respect

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“One Promise I Ask Of You”

I need to know
That in your heart
You will live for me
Fight through every obstacle
Go through any blockade
That blocks you from me
Because
My heart will flatline
If you die on me
Of course
I know it is not your intention
To leave me here
When you are fighting
Against all odds out there
Going behind enemy lines
With hostels everywhere
Hunting you
I still say
Be careful
Fight your hardest
Come back to me
And
Keep that promise
You will grow old
And
Watch every sunset
With me
Yes
I know
Promises get broken
People can not help it
But
I will pray everyday
That this is one that
Will not break
And
Just
Keep in mind
I am here for you
No matter how long you are gone
I will always be your home

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“Pain”

People have had all types of pain
Physical pain
Mental pain
Emotional pain
And
People who are
Just a pain in the ass
All through their life
And
It is either
You are at point of
Going through it
In the middle of it
Or
Putting up a front
Trying not acknowledging it
As if it will disappear
Like magic
Yet nothing ever disappears
As long as humans create problems
You know the type of drama
That agitates you to a point of
Calculating murder
Of course
It is a fantasy
Today
But
Tomorrow could be that day
When you will feel it is not
And
You close to acting on it
So
Before that day comes
Take a break
A few mental health days
A vacation for
Maybe a few weeks
No
A couple months
To recharge and refocus on
What is important
And
Forget all the pain
You have experienced
Concentrating on a special somebody
Who is there to help you
Release all the negativity built inside of
Yeah that stuff that sucked the life out of you
That caused you to forget yourself
And
What you believed in

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“You Are An Empty Space”

Tell me no more lies
Just
Tell me why
Why do you have no feelings
Inside of you
Why do you hate to tell the truth
Why are you
Promising things you have no intention to keep
Because
It is sad
All you have to do
Is tell me the truth
You are not into me
I can handle it
But
You refuse to give me
The closure I seek
By giving what you said belongs to me
I know
You are trying to make me look foolish
After I have only been good to you
I understand
You could careless of my heartache
But keep me hanging on every word you speak
By
Promising tomorrow will be the day
You let me go
But
You do not need to let me go
It is up to me
To say enough
Is enough
And
When that will be the day
It is up to me
And
I guarantee
Because you had me being your secretary
More than your lover
For years
I am aware of were your skeletons are kept
So keep putting me on hold
And
See what happens
When I come for you
Stop playing games
Give me what is mine
So I can leave you
In my past
Filed under mishaps

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“Handle One At A Time”

Relax
Breath
And
When you are able
Take care of it
Do not allow your problems
To control you
Control them
And
Treat them
Like the DMV
By informing them
With a sign
Outfront
And
Inside
That while they waiting
To do something
To occupy their time
Because it will be a long wait
And
To take a number
And
Have a seat
Furthermore
Make sure to tell them
When they are called
To speak slowly
Nicely
And
Pronouncate
Otherwise you will say next
And
Deal with it some other day
Because you have other pressing issues
More important to take
And
Stressing over things
You can not change
Is not an option
For you
And
If they want the problem solved
Immediately
Ask them to call up a magical genie
To grant them their wish

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“Trying To Escape These Circles”

I keep
Forgetting my mission
Forgetting my plans
And
When I try to remember
I just can’t
It feels as if
My mind is full of trash
It has a flashing error
Clear memory
Five seconds
Until a complete crash
So
I beg you
Please help me
Get back on task
Because
I am tired of walking around in circles
Not remembering
What I came into the next room
To get
It is maddening
Getting up for nothing
Only to remember once
I have climbed back into bed
For sure
This crap is going to make me
Go insane
And
I feel it
I am merely a few steps away
From being in a padded room
Popping happy pills
With a straight jacket
To match
Come on people you laughing
Now
But
I bet tomorrow you will be doing
The same
So help me
So I can help you
So we can stay among the sane

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“Protect Number One”

Sorry to burst a few bubbles
This is for the ones
Who are careless
A danger to themself
And
Everybody they have sex with
Yeah
The ones that believes in invincibility
And
Are delusional
I only want to say this to them
Nobody on this Earth is immortal
Our body is not made to be durable
And
We will not live forever
In fact
This is what we all are
Fragile beings
We are
Susceptible to disease
Injuries
And
Yes
Death
And
Of course
Your comeback is
It is your body
And
You are correct
You make your choices
On how to use it
How to abuse it
But
Are you so willing
To risk it all by dying
Sooner than later
Because of
Your carelessness
Your lust
Over a cute body
You know after
Those mere minutes of passion
Is it worth the possibility of
A slow death
That will take either
Years
Or
Maybe months from now
Until you expire
Just think it over
And
Answer this for yourself
Do you value your life
Is it precious to you
If so
Why wouldn’t you protect yourself
Just
Get to know someone longer than two seconds
Before jump into bed with them
Allow time for you to both to get
tested
And
Still wrap it up
Since
There is no cure
To the most deadliest of things
And
It will cost you your life
Depending
Whichever scares you the most
Disease
Or
Children

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“Not Born To Hate”

I implore all parents
To strengthen your bloodlines
By looking upon
Your newborns
Your children
As a restart
Another chance
To change the course of our fate
By giving them an option
To love humans as individuals
And
Not as a collective bunch
Just
Start them off right
And
Avoid tainting
And/Or
Infecting them
With your foolish pride
And
That uncurable infectious
Hate disease you carry
Within you
That is mixed with all
Your weaknesses
Your negativity
You cynicism
Towards equality
Among the races
Please
Give them a chance
So as they can metamorphosize
This corruption in mankind
Into something beautiful again
It is up to you
To turn the most amazing day
Your child’s birthed
And
His/her clean slate
That is
Without presumptions
Without antagonisms
Without hostility
Into something positive
Because
There is no negativity
Within them
Because
Your newborn is free
Free from the enmity of this war
That has been fought for centuries
Since the beginning of time
That our ancestors
Passed down to us
Something we continuously
Vigorously fight against
Til this day
The division of
Nations
Races
And
Humans
Based on nothing but differences
Yes it is a stupid fight
Which I believe can be resolved
If parents guide children
Right
Make them warriors of peace

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“Two Pennies Too Short”

You are two cents short of a dollar
Trying to make me
Follow your orders on
How I should think
How I should act
Last time I checked
I have only one mother
Therefore
I will not follow
And
Be a sheep
Confining myself to
Your rules
Your demands
Your delusions of being
Superior
To every other human
That occupy this planet
I am warning you
You need to beware
Because there are plenty
Like me
Gathering up making an army
To start a revolution
To clear up any doubt
We are tired of
The put downs
The pat downs
And
Downshift of our worth
Because you think we do not belong
On this continent
Or
This planet
We belong here and anywhere
A plane
A boat
A car
Or
Our feet will carry us
And
Wherever you decide to go
Be aware will be right there too
Because it will be our choice
Money
Right
To be there
You preach it is a free country
Well I will take every liberty
To explore any place where humans
Are able to travel
Because
I do not need any one’s permission
To do so
And
I am reminding you
If you forgot
This is God’s kingdom
And
He gives me my permission
Every time he gives me breath

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“Placebo Effect”

Before all storms develop
Into something quite massive
An eerie calmness of silence
Appears and cause you to question
Your common sense notion to
Either
Find a safe shelter
Or
To just run
Because you want to
Ride it out
To see how things go
Not trusting your instincts
Causes much more pain
Than you could ever know
Sadly
It is the same way
Most people choose to handle pain
Waiting for the constant surges
To be calm
Eventhough it feels like lightning
Striking
Over and over again
In the same place
You need to get help
Before
The eruption of agony
Overflows
And
A multitude of begging
For a deliverance
Comes afoot
You want
To get off the rollercoaster of
Popping pills
That promise to heal
Crying spells
And
The trip to lost of hope
Find what matters to you
Hold on to your strength
And
Yourself
Because
This pain too shall pass

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“I Do Should Mean Forever”

I do
Should mean forever
But
Forever is made days short
As people are making empty promises
They are not ready to keep
It is a recurring story of
People not believing in what they recite
And
Breaking vows said in view of Christ
After the honeymoon bubble
Has burst
And
Everything goes sideways
And
Gets worse
And
Money vanishes before its made
Stress shatters the nest egg
And
Sickness consumes someone’s health
Forcing hope into dread
And
Selfishness to come to a head
As someone says they are done
Slipping out the back door
Without a word
A good bye
Letting fear make them into a coward
On the the run

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“Small Taste Of Freedom”

If you never experienced
Or
Tested the limits
Between life and death
Then keep your opinions
To yourself
Yes I understand
It is your opinion
It is your right
To be judgmental
And
Call it reckless
Or
Careless
But
This is my life
And
If you have never felt it
Never known it
Or
Understood it
An intensive feeling
A type of desire
A need
To find an escape from everything
If only for a minute
Then
You have missed the experience of
A lifetime
It is
What we call absolute freedom
That feels
Almost as if it was an afrodisiac
That feeling of flying
Like superman
As the wind
Pushes against your body
And
Flows through your hair
As you ride on two wheels
Down the highway
Boy it is everything
To ride this smallest powerful machine
With not real protection
From the obliviousness
Of bigger machines on the highway
See only a real rider knows
The gift of their machine
And
Controlling it
When others try to make it impossible

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“Stories The Devil Tells”

It is a cursing enchantment
To fill an empty soul
Not attached to this reality
An outcast of this society
Who needs to be separated
From the innocent humans
Those in jeopardy of being
Mentally
Physically
Emotionally damaged
And
It is strange
No one but them
Favor
Such horrific stories
That are based on evil
Molesting
Murder
And
Hate crimes they desire
And
Wish upon everyone
So as they can procreate more demons
Please believe me
When I say this
They have been listening to the devil
And
Have materialized him into the dark space
In their heart
Which is disconnected
From everything including their mind
And
What many has described as
A serious birth defect
A person being born without a conscious
And
No capability of differentiation
Of good and evil
Just a itching desire
To hurting others
Therefore
Having full access to bringing a endless darkness

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“Something For Grown Folks”

If you believe
This is where it started
Then this should be
Where everything ends
As you and I
Stand face to face
Looking eye to eye
Being completely real
Instead of gathering up empty space
Putting new issues in between
We are grownups
Let’s act like it
Handle this grown situation
By admitting
It is the end
To this rollercoaster ride
And
Say our final goodbyes
Cutting ties
Properly
Leaving all things
That form into hate behind

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“You Chose To Publicize”

Was it you
That opened the door
Lit the light
For someone to follow you
Into what you call
Your life
How could you be enraged
You set this madness into motion
Now
You are trying to backpedal
By saying you want privacy
I am so confused about everything
Do not look at me crazy
For questioning your mentality
After hearing such stupidity
As you complain about people
Always in your business
Yet you continue to post
It on social media
Telling every Tom Dick and Harry
Your grievances
About
A cheating spouse
A disrespectful child
Your miserable job
Or quite the opposite
About
Your successes
Your growing bank account
Your happy home
Having a blessed life
I do not understand
When you try to pick and choose
What is public access
And
What is not
Because if you did not want
Anyone to know
Or
Interfere with your life
You should have thought about it first
Before clicking publish
Giving access to your life

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“Bow Down Or Fight”

Do not count me out
Just yet
Because
I promise this
I will sit victorious on that thrown
That you are ever so convinced
Is not mine to take
Yesterday was a huge mistake
I take it as a learning lesson
But
Today the beast within has risen
And
Is ready to advance
And
Rewrite all of the other tomorrow’s
Into a huge masterpiece
This is not fear
I am not scared
I am fearless
I will never back down
Because you are in the presence
Of a lioness
A queen
Nothing less
And
I will fight to death
If need be
Can you say the same
If so let’s do this
Test my strength

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“My Second Third Fourth Thoughts”

Is poetry wasted on me
Moreso
The proper question is
Is it brazen of me
To call myself a poet
After all
I do not have any training
I just arrange words
Then read them outloud
For the umpteenth time
Editting it as if I am going crazy
That is only because
I am searching for what sounds
Like an honest representation
Of what I am trying to vocalize
After following up on
What I have observed
Or
How I am feeling
Giving my truth on a situation
But I ask
Could this be my madness
Am I writing things with any meaning
Are people understanding
The images I am trying to convey
If not
Then
I do not know what am I doing
And
This presistant demon
Who whispers to me
Casting doubt
Into the confident waters
Is becoming a problem
Causing me to question
A few people who said
Writing is my calling
I need to know from the masses
Are they
Trying to not hurt my feelings
By lying
Because
I do not want to be looked upon
As a fraud
A wack a doodle
Or
A foolish person
Tell me
Will I walk amongst the established
The ones not yet dead
And
Passionately writing
With followers
Who do not unfollow
After one bad poem
I want the loyal readers
Who are eager to read
And
Return over and over again
Because
They see a diamond in the rough
And
Think I am on the way to greatness
Of being a famous poet

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“Releasing Frenemy Demons”

You remember that saying
Keep your friends close
And
Keep your enemies closer
Well
Welcome my dear friend
Or
Should I say
Hello demon
Do not be hesitant
Come on in
Sit awhile
Let us talk about a critical subject
In fact it is only about
Two essential queries
I have for you
What is your given name
And
What is your actual intentions towards me
Do not look at me like that
Do not be surprised
I saw your truth long ago
I knew what you were from the beginning
That day in the parking lot
My skin was burning
My first thought was to run
But
I needed more information
I needed to know
Why you were coming for me
And
I had to prepare
For the storm that was brewing
So now I ask you again
What is your intention towards me
And
What is your given for the exorcism
So I can free you from my life
So I can start living
A life
Unobstructed
Unrestricted
Unhampered from your meddling

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“Swan Dive Off A Cliff”

Remember those people
Who would come around
And
Everyone would make up an excuse
To leave the room
Or
Not invite to go anywhere
And
If you saw them
You would
Go out of your way
As to avoid them
All together
So the presence of them
Would not ruin your day
Well I call them
A repelling magnet
A repulsion at the highest
Creation of facial ticks
They make all your hairs
Stand on end
And
Your skin crawl
When they are near
Causing a happy mood
To crash and burn into the dumps
Where frustration
Anger
Thoughts of physical harm exist
So
Why is it that
They make it so easy to hate them
Their attitude
Their mouth
Their thought process
All rubs you the wrong way
And
It is so screwed up
I need to know
How the hell
They get out of their house
Everyday
With that big balloon
Connected on their shoulders
The damn thing
Is too big to fit through any door
It is maddening that
They are oblivious
To anyone else’s feelings
And
They only work they do
Is to get on a person nerves
These
Evil little bags of skins
Need a hobby
Like
Jumping off the nearest cliff
Just saying
End the madness
Let us have a happy day

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“Obedience Fades A Beast Rises”

You want to tame a wild beast
Then
Do it with care
Do it with kindness
With your palms up
Showing a bit of vulnerability
Because one act of violence
Begets another act of violence
Beginning a dangerous cycle
Where love
Nor
Loyalty
Can ever exist between the two
Meaning between
Master and slave
Husband and wife
Parent and child
Human and human
Human and beast
Take my word
It will happen
There will be a day
That will come
Unexpectedly
That the forced obedience
You had once beaten into them
Will begin to slip away
Into a black hole of nothingness
Ultimately allowing
A rising of a predatory instinct
Within what you thought was a dostile beast
Tamed and buried long ago
Believe me nothing is ever buried
So deep it can not climb
Back out of darkness
So choose wisely
Be loving
Create a bond
That will last a lifetime
Where both parties are happy
And
Free to be in charge of their
Own body
Let it be
No masters
No subservients
No classes of wealth
Just humans being humans
Beast being beast
Coexisting in a peaceful environment
Please
Let it be peace

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“Adult Conversation”

If you are doing boss moves
Getting things in order
Then
Why are you afraid of me
Asking you this one question
Because
This is a need to know situation
And
I need to know
Now
If my plans
And
Your plans
Line up
Plainly put
Am I in your future
This is simple
Not a complex multiplication
It is a yes or no answer
And
You should already know
What you are feeling
Damn it tell me
Do you want a relationship
With me
Or
Do you want a casual fuck buddy
Which is her
I require explanation
Where do I stand
Come on
Grow some Cojones
Make a decision
Tell me your truth
And
Stop being facetious
Deliberately inappropriately
Dodging my question
Because
I am sick and tired of
Getting somewhere
Near to an in depth conversation
Where we are finally
Getting down to the nitty gritty
And
All of a sudden you play possum
I just wish you would
Fight through these childish tendencies
Stop being a cowardly lion
And
Cease this dumb shit
You keep doing
Come on through with these
Grown people ambitions
And
Be honest
Be righteous
Stop being afraid
Stand tall
Speak your mind
Make a decision
And
Stick to it
You want a family
Then be a leader
Not
A player
Because
Leaders only need to apply
To this position
Of being a husband
And
A father

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“Upfront And Frank”

Pet pives
We all have them
And
Plainly put
Some have more than others
So do not be surprised
That I am admitting
To having a few
What the hell moments
Some minor to major hangups
Attached with several no go situations
In my life
But we are not here
To disgust that
Are we
Let us move on
Get back on track
I am done digressing
I am in need of sharing my point
Because at this time
I am irritated
Annoyed
Frustrated
See
There is one in particular pet pive
The one of the top five on my list
That makes the others minor leaguers
And
This one I have talked about
Until I am blue in the face
Still
People continuously ignore
My emotions and feelings about lying
And
They do not realize
It is a surefire way
The most definite quickest way
To be eliminated for sure
By the most deadliest of terminators
Who are always watching my back
Who are ready
And
Awaiting my command
To remove any dilemma
Causing harm to me
Eliminating
Anyone that lost my trust
And
Did not appreciate me
Did not deserve to be in my space
And
It is sad
People have such difficulty
In comprehending this concept
Because
It was said clearly
Repetitively spoken
On a multitude of times
That I got too tired
To care
Therefore I stopped counting
Endless numbers do not end
So
Why bother
If it has not imprinted
On everyone
Who has known me
Or
Just met me
So I will recap
You what me
It is simple as this
Do not lie to me
In any shape
Form
Or
By omission
A lie to me
Is a regrettable situation
For the perpetrator
And
Their status in my presence

Yellowbonewonda

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“The Day Is Coming”

Presently
My heart is leading me
But I sense
A war within me
I can feel
My strength building
Getting stronger
And
Stronger
Causing the fuck it mentality
To take over completely
Giving me more momentum
To shift everything
On you
And
Boy
It is imminent
My mind will be victorious
It is definitely winning
Taking the valuable ground
My heart once had for you
When it wanted to love you
Yes
That fool is dying
Because it is over
The game of
Waiting
And
Anticipating
When you will call
Or
When you will come by
To grace me with your presence
Giving me
Crumbs
Instead of substance

Yellowbonewonda

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“Shut Your Mouth”

I want to praise you
On your greatest accomplishment
Of being the almighty of Gods
Since
You act like you are all knowing
And
You jump into the wrong type of situations
Running your mouth without thinking
Then having the nerve to tell me
How I am feeling
When I am sad
When I am mad
When I am happy
When I am hurting
You know
I think
I should get down on my knees
And
Say
Thank you
For your many blessings
And
Reading my mind
What would my life be without you
I can not believe
You are a master
Please tell me
How do you do it so well
I am in awe of you
My God
My keeper
Okay
Okay
I hope by now
If you are not getting it
This is sacarasm
For you ridiculing my situation
That you know nothing about
So let’s get to it
I am over it
And
I am telling you once
So listen up
If you keep wagging your tongue
In the wind
Surely
I will gladly gift you
A promise
From the depths of hell
A huge flaming ball of fiery
Only for you
Because
I am tired of the bullshit
From
The know it alls
The googling professionals
And
The busy body people
Who know nothing
Including how to differentiate
Their head from
Their ass
Because both are expelling
Nothing but shit

Yellowbonewonda

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“Playing The Middle”

Inquiring minds want to know
If you had
The devil on your left arm
Wanting you to be evil
An angel on your right
Wanting you to be good
Both doing their best advocating
Giving you their bestselling
On how to fill your heart
Question
Do you play ignorant
Stand between the lines
Blurring them
From black and white
Until it is gray
Thinking
If you do not choose
You will be overlooked
And
You will be safe
Well I am telling you
That is a joke
With no punchline
It is silly
Just the same way
You judge one another
It is a woeful situation
That no one gets a pass in this life
Moreso because
People in general are so judgemental
And
They are skipping
The getting to know you phase
All together
Never meeting on the middle ground level
Just
Labeling people only on a first impression situation
When people are nervous
Uncomfortable
Having awkward feelings
To think a person can only be
Either this or that
Based on the bookcover
Is you skipping to the end
Without reading it
Cover to cover
Missing the complete story
People are different
One is not like the other
You must get to know them
Before forming an opinion

Yellowbonewonda

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“Liberation Of A Voice”

Just because my writing
May be all over the place
Do not try to diagnosis me
With something like
A presistant
Maniac depressive
Borderline
Seasonal affective
Personality disorder
This is not the case
I just write
Based on the direction
The wind blows me
And
Wherever I land
Whatever needs to be addressed
Exposed
And/Or
Expressed
That made
A lasting impression on me
That is what
Gets released
Printed in black and white
And
Published
Just before
The clock strikes midnight
Throwing us into another day
Of a dollar short reality
See
If you do not understand
Do not begin to make assumptions
This is the way I liberate
A silenced unheard voice
That never speaks unless spoken to
My observations
Conversations
Experiences
Is mine to speak
No names
No locations are disclosed
And
Do not take it as me being vengeful
I am only giving knowledge
Speaking on common sense
And
My mental health is nobody’s concern
But mine
Enjoy the read
Click like
Come back again
Read something else
Your support is all that is needed
Nothing more
Nothing less

Yellowbonewonda

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“Listen Instead Of Hearing”


Beautiful women of this world
My dear sisters
Please
I beg of you
Do not shrug me off
As a crazy person
Lend me your ears
Sit down beside me
If only for a brief moment
And
Actually
Hear these words I express to you
I will not bite
Steal your purse
Take you identity
This is only words of stimulation
Encouragement
Motivation
And
Enlightenment
Kindly trust
What I vocalize towards you
There is no judgement attached
It is only an observation
What I see inside of you
Is a fighter
A powerful spirit
In a broken vessel
That is not yet ready to lay down
Die for nothing
And
Is much stronger than you believe
You to be
I say
Stop allowing this tiredness
Inside of you
To continue depleting you
Owing to the fact that
This is the same old type of bullshit
You have been going through
Same shit different day
Type of living
No I do not
Minimize what
You have been through
Or
Going through
Since
Your trials
And
Tribulations
Are the heartbreaking storyline
Made for lifetime movies
But I ask what are you doing
To change it
It is a fact
In order to make things better
You need to do better
Cast out the old demons with the trash
And
Get on a betterment kick
Because
You can not stop
Scratching
Clawing
Searching for clearer air
To breath in
Only
To get pulled back down
Into the gutter
With the gutter rats
Who are
Looking to take a whole meal
Instead of scraps
If you going to be
A champion in a ring of billions
Doing the same thing
Will not get you there
Live life with meaning
Instead of just being
Used
Abused
Disgraced
Getting drunk off
Loving the wrong person
And
Doing what you hate in life
Living for others
Just
Women listen
Do you not know
You have no reason to cling onto
What is imaginary
Men
Jobs
Family
Friends
Materialistic dumb shit
Move on to live
Or
Stay
And
Die for nothing

Yellowbonewonda

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“Sticks And Stones “

I warn you
Sticks
And
Stones
Will hurt
If you do not believe
What you hurl out
Will not come back
Believe me
They are being thrown back
Towards any individual
That lacks the intelligence
To change the tone
They are putting out
So I ask please stop
Casting shadows
On every speck of light
And
Sputtering your hate
So as to get a rise out of individuals
Because
There are far less weak minded people
Ready to jump on your bandwagon
People are feed up with
Putting up with this type of hostility
And
Just because
You are afraid of the evolution
Growth of humans
And
Their reluctance to be held back
Held down
Beaten by whips
And/or
Chains
Know this
No one will ever give you permission
You have no right
To be judge
Jury
Executioner
Taking from this world
What you can not figure out
Just because it is
Difficult to explain
Different
It does not need to be
Destroyed
Wiped out
It belongs in existence
Same as you
So take a seat
Learn new ways
Because the old ways
Are not coming back

Yellowbonewonda

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“Turned Away Humiliated”

The sound of the fury
Was deafening
The critical opprobrium
They had generated
Was pure humiliation
It was infuriating
Because
This public denunciation
Was nothing but accusations
As they turned their backs
Locked their doors
Closed the gates
Behind me
Making their intentions clear
I was abandoned
Forsaken
Stranded
Without a home
A country
Left on my own
I had no hero
I had no friend
I had no one
To say otherwise
No proposal was on the table
Just angry words
Yelling for me to leave
With only the clothes on my back
No money
No food
To survive on
There was no humanity
In no one
No one cared
As long as
I was not amongst them
I was a throwaway
Thrown out like Monday’s trash
But wait this is Sunday

Yellowbonewonda

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