“Unsettling Interaction”

My frustrations are at a high
My trust issues are real
Men
What the fuck
Why do
I have to watch my back with any of you
It is crazy that
Strangers
And
Kin
Are alike
Yeah
I see you looking at me
I feel like you think
I am about to be a snack
With your jackal grin
Creepy eyes
Undressing me
Picturing me
It is an unsettling feeling
To be unsafe around men
In general
That’s a fact
Because
I do not understand
What the hell is wrong
What part of the definition of no
These men do not comprehend
Do you not get it
What’s up
Because
It is sad
Walking down the street
Men are crazy disrespectful
Eager to torment
While cackaling unwanted names
Of supposed it inderment
But it is not
Those names are what most women do not care to hear
Like
Psst hey girl
Hey baby
Heyyyyy high yella
Hey you
Red
We have names
I just wish
They speak with respect
And
Not swarm around
As if I am carrying beef jerky
In my back pocket
It is not cute
Real women do not answer because
It is a form of disrespect
And
All we want to do
Is continue on our way
Avoiding any altercations
But instead things get worse
We get called
Bitch
Whore
Dike
Or
Stuck up
Because we do not talk
It is a free world
In which we can chose not to interact
We do not owe anyone any reason
For us not talking back
Especially
With strangers
Who do not know
How to address a woman with respect

Yellowbonewonda

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“One Promise I Ask Of You”

I need to know
That in your heart
You will live for me
Fight through every obstacle
Go through any blockade
That blocks you from me
Because
My heart will flatline
If you die on me
Of course
I know it is not your intention
To leave me here
When you are fighting
Against all odds out there
Going behind enemy lines
With hostels everywhere
Hunting you
I still say
Be careful
Fight your hardest
Come back to me
And
Keep that promise
You will grow old
And
Watch every sunset
With me
Yes
I know
Promises get broken
People can not help it
But
I will pray everyday
That this is one that
Will not break
And
Just
Keep in mind
I am here for you
No matter how long you are gone
I will always be your home

Yellowbonewonda

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“Pain”

People have had all types of pain
Physical pain
Mental pain
Emotional pain
And
People who are
Just a pain in the ass
All through their life
And
It is either
You are at point of
Going through it
In the middle of it
Or
Putting up a front
Trying not acknowledging it
As if it will disappear
Like magic
Yet nothing ever disappears
As long as humans create problems
You know the type of drama
That agitates you to a point of
Calculating murder
Of course
It is a fantasy
Today
But
Tomorrow could be that day
When you will feel it is not
And
You close to acting on it
So
Before that day comes
Take a break
A few mental health days
A vacation for
Maybe a few weeks
No
A couple months
To recharge and refocus on
What is important
And
Forget all the pain
You have experienced
Concentrating on a special somebody
Who is there to help you
Release all the negativity built inside of
Yeah that stuff that sucked the life out of you
That caused you to forget yourself
And
What you believed in

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“You Are An Empty Space”

Tell me no more lies
Just
Tell me why
Why do you have no feelings
Inside of you
Why do you hate to tell the truth
Why are you
Promising things you have no intention to keep
Because
It is sad
All you have to do
Is tell me the truth
You are not into me
I can handle it
But
You refuse to give me
The closure I seek
By giving what you said belongs to me
I know
You are trying to make me look foolish
After I have only been good to you
I understand
You could careless of my heartache
But keep me hanging on every word you speak
By
Promising tomorrow will be the day
You let me go
But
You do not need to let me go
It is up to me
To say enough
Is enough
And
When that will be the day
It is up to me
And
I guarantee
Because you had me being your secretary
More than your lover
For years
I am aware of were your skeletons are kept
So keep putting me on hold
And
See what happens
When I come for you
Stop playing games
Give me what is mine
So I can leave you
In my past
Filed under mishaps

Yellowbonewonda

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“Handle One At A Time”

Relax
Breath
And
When you are able
Take care of it
Do not allow your problems
To control you
Control them
And
Treat them
Like the DMV
By informing them
With a sign
Outfront
And
Inside
That while they waiting
To do something
To occupy their time
Because it will be a long wait
And
To take a number
And
Have a seat
Furthermore
Make sure to tell them
When they are called
To speak slowly
Nicely
And
Pronouncate
Otherwise you will say next
And
Deal with it some other day
Because you have other pressing issues
More important to take
And
Stressing over things
You can not change
Is not an option
For you
And
If they want the problem solved
Immediately
Ask them to call up a magical genie
To grant them their wish

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“Trying To Escape These Circles”

I keep
Forgetting my mission
Forgetting my plans
And
When I try to remember
I just can’t
It feels as if
My mind is full of trash
It has a flashing error
Clear memory
Five seconds
Until a complete crash
So
I beg you
Please help me
Get back on task
Because
I am tired of walking around in circles
Not remembering
What I came into the next room
To get
It is maddening
Getting up for nothing
Only to remember once
I have climbed back into bed
For sure
This crap is going to make me
Go insane
And
I feel it
I am merely a few steps away
From being in a padded room
Popping happy pills
With a straight jacket
To match
Come on people you laughing
Now
But
I bet tomorrow you will be doing
The same
So help me
So I can help you
So we can stay among the sane

Yellowbonewonda

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“Protect Number One”

Sorry to burst a few bubbles
This is for the ones
Who are careless
A danger to themself
And
Everybody they have sex with
Yeah
The ones that believes in invincibility
And
Are delusional
I only want to say this to them
Nobody on this Earth is immortal
Our body is not made to be durable
And
We will not live forever
In fact
This is what we all are
Fragile beings
We are
Susceptible to disease
Injuries
And
Yes
Death
And
Of course
Your comeback is
It is your body
And
You are correct
You make your choices
On how to use it
How to abuse it
But
Are you so willing
To risk it all by dying
Sooner than later
Because of
Your carelessness
Your lust
Over a cute body
You know after
Those mere minutes of passion
Is it worth the possibility of
A slow death
That will take either
Years
Or
Maybe months from now
Until you expire
Just think it over
And
Answer this for yourself
Do you value your life
Is it precious to you
If so
Why wouldn’t you protect yourself
Just
Get to know someone longer than two seconds
Before jump into bed with them
Allow time for you to both to get
tested
And
Still wrap it up
Since
There is no cure
To the most deadliest of things
And
It will cost you your life
Depending
Whichever scares you the most
Disease
Or
Children

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“Not Born To Hate”

I implore all parents
To strengthen your bloodlines
By looking upon
Your newborns
Your children
As a restart
Another chance
To change the course of our fate
By giving them an option
To love humans as individuals
And
Not as a collective bunch
Just
Start them off right
And
Avoid tainting
And/Or
Infecting them
With your foolish pride
And
That uncurable infectious
Hate disease you carry
Within you
That is mixed with all
Your weaknesses
Your negativity
You cynicism
Towards equality
Among the races
Please
Give them a chance
So as they can metamorphosize
This corruption in mankind
Into something beautiful again
It is up to you
To turn the most amazing day
Your child’s birthed
And
His/her clean slate
That is
Without presumptions
Without antagonisms
Without hostility
Into something positive
Because
There is no negativity
Within them
Because
Your newborn is free
Free from the enmity of this war
That has been fought for centuries
Since the beginning of time
That our ancestors
Passed down to us
Something we continuously
Vigorously fight against
Til this day
The division of
Nations
Races
And
Humans
Based on nothing but differences
Yes it is a stupid fight
Which I believe can be resolved
If parents guide children
Right
Make them warriors of peace

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“Two Pennies Too Short”

You are two cents short of a dollar
Trying to make me
Follow your orders on
How I should think
How I should act
Last time I checked
I have only one mother
Therefore
I will not follow
And
Be a sheep
Confining myself to
Your rules
Your demands
Your delusions of being
Superior
To every other human
That occupy this planet
I am warning you
You need to beware
Because there are plenty
Like me
Gathering up making an army
To start a revolution
To clear up any doubt
We are tired of
The put downs
The pat downs
And
Downshift of our worth
Because you think we do not belong
On this continent
Or
This planet
We belong here and anywhere
A plane
A boat
A car
Or
Our feet will carry us
And
Wherever you decide to go
Be aware will be right there too
Because it will be our choice
Money
Right
To be there
You preach it is a free country
Well I will take every liberty
To explore any place where humans
Are able to travel
Because
I do not need any one’s permission
To do so
And
I am reminding you
If you forgot
This is God’s kingdom
And
He gives me my permission
Every time he gives me breath

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“Placebo Effect”

Before all storms develop
Into something quite massive
An eerie calmness of silence
Appears and cause you to question
Your common sense notion to
Either
Find a safe shelter
Or
To just run
Because you want to
Ride it out
To see how things go
Not trusting your instincts
Causes much more pain
Than you could ever know
Sadly
It is the same way
Most people choose to handle pain
Waiting for the constant surges
To be calm
Eventhough it feels like lightning
Striking
Over and over again
In the same place
You need to get help
Before
The eruption of agony
Overflows
And
A multitude of begging
For a deliverance
Comes afoot
You want
To get off the rollercoaster of
Popping pills
That promise to heal
Crying spells
And
The trip to lost of hope
Find what matters to you
Hold on to your strength
And
Yourself
Because
This pain too shall pass

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“I Do Should Mean Forever”

I do
Should mean forever
But
Forever is made days short
As people are making empty promises
They are not ready to keep
It is a recurring story of
People not believing in what they recite
And
Breaking vows said in view of Christ
After the honeymoon bubble
Has burst
And
Everything goes sideways
And
Gets worse
And
Money vanishes before its made
Stress shatters the nest egg
And
Sickness consumes someone’s health
Forcing hope into dread
And
Selfishness to come to a head
As someone says they are done
Slipping out the back door
Without a word
A good bye
Letting fear make them into a coward
On the the run

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“Small Taste Of Freedom”

If you never experienced
Or
Tested the limits
Between life and death
Then keep your opinions
To yourself
Yes I understand
It is your opinion
It is your right
To be judgmental
And
Call it reckless
Or
Careless
But
This is my life
And
If you have never felt it
Never known it
Or
Understood it
An intensive feeling
A type of desire
A need
To find an escape from everything
If only for a minute
Then
You have missed the experience of
A lifetime
It is
What we call absolute freedom
That feels
Almost as if it was an afrodisiac
That feeling of flying
Like superman
As the wind
Pushes against your body
And
Flows through your hair
As you ride on two wheels
Down the highway
Boy it is everything
To ride this smallest powerful machine
With not real protection
From the obliviousness
Of bigger machines on the highway
See only a real rider knows
The gift of their machine
And
Controlling it
When others try to make it impossible

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“Stories The Devil Tells”

It is a cursing enchantment
To fill an empty soul
Not attached to this reality
An outcast of this society
Who needs to be separated
From the innocent humans
Those in jeopardy of being
Mentally
Physically
Emotionally damaged
And
It is strange
No one but them
Favor
Such horrific stories
That are based on evil
Molesting
Murder
And
Hate crimes they desire
And
Wish upon everyone
So as they can procreate more demons
Please believe me
When I say this
They have been listening to the devil
And
Have materialized him into the dark space
In their heart
Which is disconnected
From everything including their mind
And
What many has described as
A serious birth defect
A person being born without a conscious
And
No capability of differentiation
Of good and evil
Just a itching desire
To hurting others
Therefore
Having full access to bringing a endless darkness

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“Something For Grown Folks”

If you believe
This is where it started
Then this should be
Where everything ends
As you and I
Stand face to face
Looking eye to eye
Being completely real
Instead of gathering up empty space
Putting new issues in between
We are grownups
Let’s act like it
Handle this grown situation
By admitting
It is the end
To this rollercoaster ride
And
Say our final goodbyes
Cutting ties
Properly
Leaving all things
That form into hate behind

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“You Chose To Publicize”

Was it you
That opened the door
Lit the light
For someone to follow you
Into what you call
Your life
How could you be enraged
You set this madness into motion
Now
You are trying to backpedal
By saying you want privacy
I am so confused about everything
Do not look at me crazy
For questioning your mentality
After hearing such stupidity
As you complain about people
Always in your business
Yet you continue to post
It on social media
Telling every Tom Dick and Harry
Your grievances
About
A cheating spouse
A disrespectful child
Your miserable job
Or quite the opposite
About
Your successes
Your growing bank account
Your happy home
Having a blessed life
I do not understand
When you try to pick and choose
What is public access
And
What is not
Because if you did not want
Anyone to know
Or
Interfere with your life
You should have thought about it first
Before clicking publish
Giving access to your life

Yellowbonewonda

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