“A Pure Heart Has No Gray Area”

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They laugh
Because they are joyful
They love
Because hate does not engulf them
It is an anomaly
Yes
And
I am amazed
And
In awe that
These people still exist
How is it that
They can tell their mind
To take the backseat
Throughout their life
Allowing their heart to drive them
There is no doubt
I do praise them
For their faith
And
Having hope
I am all for it
And
I love the fact they are
Living by a
Right
Or
Wrong code
Without a gray area mentality
To fall into
Corrupting their judgment
And
Making them bitter
Like majority of the world
It is sad
Few people on this Earth
Do not understand it
Like I do
When I tell them
A specific person
Is a pure heart
Meaning is
It is a person who is in love
With love
Loves to share it
And
Sees the world different
As a bag full of opportunities
All at their fingertips
Ready and willing
To conquer all challenges head on
Until all challenges are complete

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“What Runs Down Your Back”

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I may be wrong
I may be paranoid
But
These few days
You have been different
towards me
I am getting a weird vibe
You seem to have lost alot of patience with me
I know this getting to know
Each other stage
Can be troubling
Trusting a stranger
Is a huge risk
A long process
And
Can draw up awkward feelings of vulnerability
Believe me
I do fully comprehend
How
Secrets
Skeletons
Demons
Hide
And
Wait
Only to come out when they are trapped
In a corner
Giving you a fight or flight response
And
What I am doing
Is what is best for me
I am making sure when they do come out
I will be safe
And
They are not going to attack me
So
I know it is hard
To speak your truth
I understand
But if you are planning
To be with me forever
I need to know the person
That wants to share
A roof
A name
And
Our bodies together
You have to understand
This beautiful garden
I have built
And
Continue to weed
Is not open to everybody
Only one special person may enter
And
Just because
You have interest in me
Does not grant you immediate access
Or
A free entry pass
You want to come in
Know you will need to answer
The toughest questions
Like others before you
And
If you refuse to answer
The exit
Is to the left of you
So if you are ready
We are almost done
This valuable information
You are give me
I want you to know
There is purpose in this extensive inquiry
I swear I am making it as quick
As I can
I am do my best to find a route
Most painless for you
I do not want you to get so sensitive
You go on the defensive
I only need to know
Before
We both catch strong feelings
What type of man are you
Do you consider yourself
To be a man or mouse
Because
If I am approached by danger
Will you be a protector
Protecting me as if I am an appendage
On your body
And
You had an accident
The doctor gave you the choice to amputate
You would be like hell no
Telling him you rather die than live without it
That is the type of love
And
Loyalty I crave
You defending my honor
Not you tucking your tail
Between your legs
Cowering off
Leaving me to defend for myself
It is not
The issue I am a weakling
I am not saying
Fight all my battles
I just want you to feel safe with you
And
Not caught with a right hook
To the face
A bullet/knife in my back
Or
Getting left for an angry mob
To kill me
See
What I am saying if you have an urge to run
Grab me my hand
My arm
My hair
My clothes
Damn it it does not matter to me
Dude if you see a problem
Send instant messages telepathically
You get out we get both out
Together
I am just saying TEAMWORK

Yellowbonewonda

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“Start Seeing Everything”

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It is hard seeing someone you love
Go through some dumb $hit
It is like watching a train
Derail itself
They are so hell bent
On destroying theirself
Covering their eyes
Avoiding what is real
In front of their face
So
Please listen
My friend
Comprehen
It is not because of jealousy
But out of love
And
Wanting better for you
I need you to find your joy and peace
So please continue reading
This is my long definition
Of staying to long
It is when everything and everyone
In the universe is telling you
And
Showing you
What you already know is the truth
You want to work it out
You are very comfortable
But all the while it’s killing you
From the inside out
Understand why
Your true friends
Keep trying to push you to go
Towards your light
Find your happiness
Find your truth
Change this situation
Start thinking
You would rather be alone
That do bad with a fool
Who does not value you
Come on love
Begin again to love yourself

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“Time To Bust The Bubble”

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When did this society
Get so screwed up
Because
These days children
Are living in an imaginary bubble
Of selfishness
Abusing authority
Abusing their parents
Creating chaos
Acting only on impulse
Instead of common sense
They have no self control
They have no self respect
They do not value anything
They do not understand
That their negative actions
Breed unfavorable consequences
And
There are plenty of people out here
That will not love them
But will beat them
Or
Kill them
Because
They are not taking their attitude
Their madness
It is time people stop being
A friend
And
Be a parent
Train them up
Or
Bury them six feet
The world is not what it is was
The neighborhood pitching in
It is a society feed up
And
No one is tolerating
Even little demon children
Breaking
Demolishing
Disrespecting $hit
So please correct your child
Before the police
A family member
Or
A stranger on the street
Does it

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“Your Trash My Treasure”

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Too many look at this world
As a sampling buffet
Pick
Pick
Picking over it
So much so
That when the next person comes by
To try
To buy
To own
Their sensory input stops them cold
Forcing them to get carried away
And
Imprint disgust in their skull
Grimy looks
Ratchet smell are visionary blocks
That halts a mind from seeing
The beauty in what someone else
Deemed a castaway
A lost cause
Garbage by their definition
Because
They did not see value in it
They convinced
And
Managed to stop you from looking twice
Just based only on the ugliness
And
The repugnance of the outer shell
Therefore including everyone
Into a massive wave of a passoverness
The passing by of a beautiful gem
That is trapped under
Only dirt and grime
I believe it is
A brainwashing effect
People seeing people
And
Everything as trash
Throwaways
Disposables
Possible expendables
Allowed
To rot
Decay
Decompose away into nothingness
On a pile
Giving it no chance
To be a nourishment for anyone else’s soul
Oh yes
It is
It is such a despairing tale
People treating each other
The same way as objects
That when broken
Instead of fixing
They treat him/her as a replaceable
Only to find out in the end
The treachery of their actions
And
A reaccuring reaction
To replace instead of fixing
It is not them
It is you
And
What is broken is inside of them
Not the ones they have thrown away

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“Bathe Clean”

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I was skeptical
I did not believe
I told myself
It was a ploy
A joke of some sort
What he was telling me
Was not possible
So for days I went back and forth
Until all doubts went away
Until my mind was settled
To take him on his offer
His invitation to his home
And
His exact words were
It would be paradise
A place of serenity
A place of peace
A present from him to me
With no string attached
To relax
To loosen up
Gather my strength back
And
Let me tell you
When I showed up
He showed out
Making me feel very special
And
I am forever thankful
Because when those doors opened
I was overwhelmed with pure happiness
His servants
Welcomed me
Took care of me
Catered to my every whim
As if I was a princess
It was a magnificent experience
I ate adequately
I stuffed my face
Until my belly was bursting
Then I was drawn
A marvelous bath
Of course for one
Because
It was not that type of party
I was excited
Overjoyed
I soaked until the water went cold
And
My soul was unburdened
The water were so cleansing
I was
Refreshed
Reborn
And
Ready to tackle
Anything
Or
Anyone
With
Empthy
Sympathy
And
Confidence
I was a new person
I found new strength
I was empowered

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“Dependancy Can Be Dangerous”

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Be cautious with all humans
Since
Humans are the most temperamental
Kind of beings
With feelings that change
As easy as the wind
I say to you please be careful
Do not be too dependent
On the wrong person
Because your dependancy
Can cost you everything
Including your life
If you do not recognize
That everyone does not have
Your best interest in mind
And
The only person hurting
Will be you
It is up to you to
Take care of you
Your heart
Your mental health
Because no one else
Will take that into account
It is your choice
To stay
Or
Go
Just
Beware if you stay
Because giving too much tolerance
To someone that does not appreciate it
Will have you accepting much more
Bullshit than necessary
Bringing you to a place
Where you will not even recognize yourself

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“I Also Go By Queen”

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I do not need a crown
To be called it
I know what I am
I am it by my own right
I do not need your approval
Because
When I was birth into this world
I became the embodiment of it
I am what I am
A Queen
One of many in this world
And
Proud to be one of them
So what you may think of me
Or
Bring your mouth to call me
It will never be true
I am most definitely
Will never be what you
Think you should name me
Out of your jealousy
Out of your anger
Out of your hate for anyone like me
So let’s get this straight
Any malicious derogatory synonym
Your mouth suddenly blurts out with
Including the most popular one
Bitch
Know
I will never be one
Because by all definitions it is
What it is
One of four
A female dog
A wolf
A fox
Or
An otter
With no mention of a woman
So when you call on me
Let it be known
I am a woman with a name
It is specifically for me
And
My birth certificate is proof of it
My mother has verified it
The government has it documented
And
That is all the convincing I need
So if you ever gather your words
To call me as such
Then welcome to the wrath of me
I will not permit
Such disrespect
You demeaning me
I will not allow
Any of that crap to define me
And
Who’s to blame me
For defending me
If the good men in this world
Are few
Correct me
If I am wrong
If none of this is true

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“Freedom From Lies”

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Where do you get off on being
So selfish
Deliberately
Hurting people that never
Harmed you in anyway
But loving you
In the right way
You know
Being honest with everybody
Is a way to free yourself
From everyone else
Who lies for no reason
Who is trying to escape
Their true self
Sadly
I think it is
Because they do not like theirself
After seeing
What a true heart sees
That reflection in their eyes
Is alarming
Because
They can
See through all your
Bull crap
And
Call you out on everything
That you lie about
And
Put you in your place
Almost immediately
Instant karma
Showing you the world
Is dying
For a reboot
Where honesty is the only law
Seen as a crime
Punished by a seclusion
To a remote island
Away from society

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“Having Foresight”

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We have so many people all around us
That are so willing to manipulate
Everybody
For only one reason
Out of curiosity
To see how long they can fool
Pull the wool
Pretend to be what they think
We want them to be
By
Lying constantly
Cheating often
Stealing everything
That is not nailed down
From us
Forcing us to carry
Second thoughts
Broken pieces
To the next relationship
Therefore
Creating another repetitive heartbreak sequel
Forcing our mind to trust nobody
And
To think everyone is a double agent
Who is playing both sides of
The line
Betrayal
And
Defeat
Because every time they speak
We are analyzing
The truth
And
Their actions
Like a forensic scientist
I say to solve this problem
Unleash the beast within you
To guard you from
The divertissement
The minor entertainment
Or
Diversion to stop you
From finding true happiness
And
Not to be cursed by their dishonesty
Or
Followed by zombies
Skeletons
Demons of your past
Or
Monsters that have corrupted your life
Do not be cut up
Do not be shattered
Do not ride or die for everybody
Or
Have love for somebody
Who does not know
How to love you
Truefully
Honestly
Unconditionally
Like the King/Queen you should be
In the eyes of the one
That says they loves you

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“Distorted Visions”

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The way evil is introduced to humans
Is slow then swift
First as a sneeze
Then as a communicable disease
Finally
Envolving into an airborne virus
Spreading rapidly
Turning pure souls
Into somewhat of an empty darkness
A plague of some sorts
That comes ti present gifts
To the wicked in alluring packaging
That are created by the devil’s minions
They are man made trappings
That razzle dazzle you
Sealed with the devil’s kiss
And
Therefore providing you all your wishes
Through
Money
Sex
Drugs
And
No conscious
To tell them
What is right or wrong
Just the idea
More is better
And
Better can get better
Even if killing is on the menu
Keeping up a disorted reality

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“Leap Or Stay”

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Question
Will you make a choice
To leap
Or
Will you freeze in fear
And
Stay behind
Losing every opportunity
Out there
For you to reach your destiny
There are only two options
And
There is no middle ground
It is either
Go
Or
Stay
So what will it be
The decision is up to you
Because
No man on this planet
Has the right to stop you
Except that reflection
In the mirror
Starring back at you
And
You must have an idea of
The person you want to be
What do you see
A fighter
Or
A coward
What kind of person are you
What life you want to live
Being a spectator
Or
An innovator

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“Are We To Be Hopeful Or Hopeless “

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Everyday is a rollarcoaster ride
With ups and downs
That loop me upside down
To a point
I feel like a freaking bat
It is just weird
It feels unsettling
Seeing this world
Like this
Everything is unhinging
At the seams
Without a seamstress
In sight
Or
They are not avaliable to correct
This devastation
This desecration
They say the damage has been done
Get another one
But no one can get another
Because we only get one life
I ponder
I try to remember
Was this world always like this
Or
Did we create it
And
It can not be my imagination
This is the truth being presented to me
I am looking at a different angle
And
My question is are we to be
Hopeful
Or
Hopeless
And
Is everyone ready
Or
Already given up
On this world
Being like this

Yellowbonewonda

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Thank You

I want to say I am grateful for you coming to my page and reading my poems. It is an honor to be appreciated for my work and to have your support.
Again thank you for your loyalty and you keep giving me hope.

Sincerely

Yellowbonewonda

“Pick A Direction For You”

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Your journey is a journey of one
You are born alone
And
Will die alone
Unless it is a major catastrophe
That will take us all at once
So
If no one has told you
I will
You need to be aware of
The people you keep
And
The people that slink
Around you
Because
There are so many unseen obstacles
Dangerous traps
And
Dangerous people
In your path
And
On both sides of you
Waiting at each juncture
To shoot bullets in your face
Throw knives in your back
Lie straight to your face
So take your time
Figuring out who will
Ride or die for you
Until then
From here to there
Move slowly
Find your footing
Step with caution
Go at your own pace
Avoid getting blown up
By a IED
Made by a frenemy
Or
A family member or two
And
Take down this notation
That
There is no hurry
There is no race
To run
Your prize is already yours
All you have to do is reach for it
And
No one can take it from you
Unless you give it to them
I say
To you pick a direction
And
Go with God
Father/Abba
“Most High”
Elohim
El-Shaddai
Yahweh
Jehovah
Adonai
Supreme being
Whomever you choose
Just go in peace
And
Get yours
The End
Let no one be your excuse

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“Feel the Consequences”

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If one day I am stuck down a hole
With all my enemies
I want you to know
It will be on like Donkey Kong
A last stand
Plenty of scrapping
And
No holding back
Because
My demons have demons
And
They are fed up
With all the bullcrap
See
They have been waiting patiently
For some get back
And
They are sick
And
Tired of everything
That is attached to them
Their negative vibes
Their face
Their presence
Their breathing
It makes my hair stand on end
My skin crawl
My head ache
When they are creeping around
Doing the most
Constantly
Critiquing of my life
Persistently
Gossiping behind my back
Continuously
Side eyeing me to piss me off
All have been warned
Enough is enough
Get on with your life
Let me be
Or
Feel my wrath
And
If you do not heed my warning
Bring some bandages
To wrap yourself up

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“I Attract Dumb $hit”

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For some reason
Life is being cruel to me
It keeps laughing at me
As if it is playing
Several simultaneous tricks on me
And
It is overwhelming me
Since
It continues to
Test my patience
Test my integrity
Test everything
That is me
To see if I will come out
My character
And
Go bat $hit crazy on everybody
And
How I know this
Is because
I really believe
Life taped a magnet to me
In fact my left
And
Right @ss cheek
Where it arches
To be specific
Because for as long as I
Could remember
I have noticed dumb $hit
Keeps following me
Forthemostpart
It is always
Dumb people with dumb ideas
Dumb people with crazy ideas
Dumb people in general
It is so upsetting
It is very confusing
It is beyond tiresome
I need peace
Please help me
Please
You know
The only good thing
I learned from encounters
I have learned it
A long time ago
Not waste energy
Arguing with dumb people
Because
Dumb people do not have common sense
And
You would lose many brain cells
Quickly
Trying to figure out their nonsense
And
That’s drama I do not need
So instead
I think of strategies
Take precautions
In increasing a buffer
Between them and me
Of course
It is frustrating
Each and everyday
A new problem arises
In my attempt to avoid them
I know nothing is
100 percent
But I am trying
Using my best
Ignoring tactics
Walking away fast
Out pacing them
Putting them in their place
Shutting them down immediately
Before they start in on their rants
I mad dash to my car
Making it to the car
Just before they can put
Their key in the engican
I am burning rubber
Out the parking lot
Speeding through a yellow light
As it is changes to red
So they can not catch me
Sitting at the light
I can not be caught
I do not need them to
Motion for me to pull over
Or
Rolldown my window to talk
And
Funny enough
That was not an extreme measure
The extreme came when
I bought Raid extra strength
Yes
The roach wasp ant killer
To carry with me
Hoping it would kill dumb people
But
They seem to have adapted
They like the scent
They are coming with a vengeance
Bothering me even more
Than the regular these days
Boy
I need a stronger repellant
A stronger poison
Something industrial
To spray around me
So they will run the other way
So
I ask any poison control specialist
Please develop a solution
For my infestation
I am tired of being surrounded
By total ignorance
Yours truly
Someone ready to get rid
Of unwanted pestering company
In smoke or liquid form
Please
No preference
Just deliverance

Yellowbonewonda

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“Deadly Entrapment”

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I miss everything about you
When you are gone
Even five seconds is too long
Do you know
How I feel about you
I feel lost without you
And
I hear a white noise effect
All around me
When you are not next me
It is so noisy
So much in fact deafening
My life is a wreck
Without you
I want to tear my hair out
By the fist fulls
In clumps maybe
Why don’t you
Come rescue me
You and only you
Can help me
Do you not know
You are my paradise
So please come now
Your presence is so comforting
When I am with you
Your kisses are like butterflies
Tickling my skin
Everso gently
And
Your hugs are so snuggly
I feel safe in your arms
Inside your embrace
Everything is peaceful
I can not get enough of you
You are a drug that is so addictive
I can not go even a minute
Or
I will have withdrawal symptoms
Heavily
Without you
So please never leave me
Stay forever
Through eternity
You are the connection
To my sanity

Yellowbonewonda

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“Jump Off”

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Get on my level
Or
Get out my way
I am not kidding
I am not playing
Your game
Or
Messing up my life
For anyone
Anyday
I got moves to make

Yellowbonewonda

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“Money Problems”

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With or without money
If you do not have
Direction
Grounding
And
Plans worked out
For your future
You will not benefit
From an abundance of money
In your bank account
Because
Money does not change a person
For the better
If the person is already screwed up
Before receiving it
It is just what it is
Screwed up people with
Mo money Mo problems
And
People with their hand out
Mass spending
No investing
Being ignorant
Buying dumb $hit
See in this society
It is two different kinds of people
There are
The broke
And
The rich
Either they are
Content in life
Or
Miserable in life
With or without money
Does not determine happiness
Because
Money is an object
It does not talk
It does not listen
It does not comfort you
It only buys things
It comes
And
It goes
It has no attachment
To its owner
It is like a feather
In a breeze
Blowing wherever it pleases
At any moment
And
People need to realize
Money is a tool
And
With all tools
You must use it for the right job
At the right time
So as to avoid damage
Or
Whatever it is being fixed
Is being fixed properly

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“Fraudulent Cases”

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Too many people have gotten lazy
Found complacency
In doing everyday things
And
Have settled into
Living a fraudulent life
Refusing to put in the work
Refusing to put in real effort
Finding shortcuts to shortcuts
Taking things from others
Even their life
Because of pride
Greed
Lust
Envy
Gluttony
Wrath
And
Sloth
They are weak minded
The immoral
The dishonorable
They have no common sense
Little to no common decency
A lost soul
Trying to show off
A life not theirs
Or
Earned
One that was stolen
Dirty souls
Is what I call them
They cause havoc
Harm
To everyone around them
They feel nothing
Take everything
They can
Because they wanted it
Without a thought

Yellowbonewonda

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“Weaponized And Ready”

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Eventhough
The strength of my voice
Only amounts to a whisper
My words are weaponized
They are missles
They leave my mouth
Unregrettablly
Ready to take down anyone
Who is willing to come
The wrong way
I tell you
I am not the one
I am
No one’s victim
Patsy
Chump
Dupe
Gull
Pigeon
Pushover
Sap
Sucker
Tool
That is not me
I am a gladiator
Fearless
Ready for battle
Anyday
So do not come for me
And
We both
Will have a good day

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Dead Living”

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To live
To breath
To exist without
Ambition
Motivation
Or
Direction
Is like being a dead person
Walking mindlessly
Going through the motions
From one point
To the next
Without any deviation
Acting as if
Being over stimulated
By anything
Or
Anyone
Is a bad thing
Not realizing
Humans were made to be social
It is hard to avoid
The longing
To be connected
To someone special

-Yellowbonewonda

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“There Are Plenty of Sinners”

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Good and evil
Comes in many forms
Yet there are
Too many believing saints
Can not be sinners
Because they have wings
Or
A man of the cloth
Speaking on a bible
Always understand
Not knowing
Some change it to fit
Their prospective
Teaching everything is a sin
If you had a choice
To kill the demon
Save a soul
Or
Run
Coward in a hole
Pretend nothing was going on
What would you choose
How could you judge
Or
Determine who needs your help
Do you not believe
Everyone at times fail
Looses a step at one point
Or
Two
The point is choosing to
Find balance
Challenge people
Who preach
And
Pretend
They know the gospel
But
Do not live the same

-Yellowbonewonda

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“All Glitter Is Not Gold”

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He is the master of
Agony
Pain
Destruction
And
Murderous intent
He is sneaky
He will twist
And
Turn you
Until you can not fight
So watch out
He is slick
He masquerades in the daylight
As an angel
But
What he truly is
Is the devil incarnate
Full of hate
He comes when you are happy
He comes when you are on track
He comes into your dreams
Throwing glitter
Casting rainbows
To put you at ease
As he whispers evil thoughts
In your ear
He wants you to fail
He wants you off balance
So you need to hold on tight
Keep on your feet
And
Fight
Do not let someone
Made of stone cold ice
With no feelings
With no heart
Be the master of you
Keep your eyes on the prize
Do not let it out of sight

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Getting On My Nerves”

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A serious
Chaotic
Involuntary
Action
Threading
Internally
Connecting
Nonintersecting
Electrical currents to go off in
Rapid
Variations
Everywhere in your body
Without warning
It can happen
Any time
Any place
Stopping you dead in your tracks
And
It is sad
To go to doctors these days
Because
Some rather fool you into believing
You are getting better
By over medicating
They are too eager
To mask your symptoms
With toxins
Than find another form of treatment
When you finally say you are feeling great
They stop giving you the masking drug
And
You notice it was
All joke
Your pain was just asleep
Now reawakened
And
Ready to come back
With a vengeance
Taking you to new levels
To finding untapped strength
To get through it

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Be Growth”

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Be still
Look
Listen
Feel
The environment around you
Adjust your past transgressions
Into something
That will not hinder future growth
Be strength
Be brave
Be vigilant
Be victorious
And
Stand for something
Find a solution
To solve the problem
That has been created
By this society
Lift your voice
To correct wrongdoings
In your presence
And
Only then change
Can begin

-Yellowbonewonda
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“Go With Hope”

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It is disheartening to witness
Skins with clean slates
Being broken
Stained
Or
Tarnished
And
Growing up
Dangerously damaged
With a past
That is never
In the past
Just a continuation
Into the present
Taking over their future
Making them runners
Running
From everything
From something
From someone
Even their shadow
And
It is unfortunate that
They would rather go any direction
Even if it is the wrong direction
To get away from it
It
Perhaps being
The idea of commitment
The sense of responsibility
The possibility of unconditional love
And
Yes
The concept of happiness
Because they rather be miserable
And
Punish theirselves for no reason
Other than fear of what
Can be
Would be
Or
Should be
And
It is the most despairing thing to watch
And
Being engulfed in helplessness
Is the worst
Because all they have to do is
Go with optimism
Instead of pessimism
And
Travel beyond their boundaries
Beyond the unknown
To experience
A different kind of life
What is missing from their life

-Yellowbonewonda
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“Fairytales Can Be My Reality”

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He told me fairytales
And
Made me believe them
Saying he wanted everything
In life
To start
And
To end with me
But instead
It was a game
He was playing
Undoubtedly
It may have took me some time
To realize
But
When I noticed
We were on different levels
Using totally different strategies
That
He was playing checkers
And
I was playing chess
And
I thought it was funny
He attempted to make me
Look foolish
For wanting something
With stability
A binding commitment
Spiritually
Legally connected
With a couple of children
In a house
Filled with
Laughter
Love
Unity
And
Understanding
Sadly
He lost
A Queen
I am off to the next
Wiser
Stronger
Open to my option
Of finding my king
And
Nothing less

-Yellowbonewonda

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