“Sculpt And Mold Into Art”

We are doomed
To be extinct
If this is
Not fixed
Our children’s
Intelligence is
Riding
In the backseat
With no seatbelt on
Going for
A hell of a ride
As ignorance
Drives erratically
Weaving in and out
Of traffic
Searching for
A head on collusion
To kill what
Is left of
Their common sense
We
The village
Need to stop
This
Parents
Teachers
Authorities
Have a responsibility
And
It needs to be
Taken seriously
They are
Paying attention
So we need
To get it right
Children are sponges
Soaking up
Learning
Everything
Taught to them
Rather
Intentionally
Or
Unintentionally
These are lessons
Put in as
Ingredients
Molded and shaped
Into them
Creating either
A masterpiece
Or
A defective mess
Then thrown
Into society
To be a
Productive
Building us
Up
Or
A hindrance
Destroying us
All

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Who Are You Trying To Be”

What are your
Intentions
With me
Please tell me
The truth
Are you here
To deceive
Or
To be genuine
And
Build
A friendship
A relationship
A partnership
Between
The two of us
I need to know
I do not want
My trust
To be given
In vain
What is your truth
Do you plan
To hurt me
To break me
Down completely
Are you going
To stomp
My trust
My heart
Into the ground
As you leave me
Or
Are you here
To stay
Being
My friend
Or
My lover
Growing with me
Everyday
Giving a
Hundred percent
To make it work
To make it strong
To make it unbreakable
What do you
Want from me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Defend When Necessary”

I keep
Out of
Your business
I wish you
Do the same
Then things
Will be
Perfect
Between us
I do not
Care about
What you do
Who you do
What you have
How you got it
It is your life
Live it
I only care
When you
Involve
My reputation
My family
My life
Into your messiness
Because you are
Miserable
And looking for company
To join you
You think because
I am quiet
It is my weakness
Let me
Explain this
One-time
To you
This is an
Equal opportunity
For anyone
Who lies
For attention
If you want to
Feel the wrath
Of my temper
Keep gossiping
Spreading lies
Without factual
Proof
I will give it
To you
The first time
Politeness
Will be shown
When I signal
Into your lane
To warn you
Then after that
All bets are off
If you continue
Crying
Complaining
Making empty
Threats
Against you
Is not
On my menu
I am ordering
The main course
Which will be
The destruction
Of all
Prime targets
Who plan
To harm me
For no other reason
Otherthan boredom

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lost And Then Found”

It is
A tiresome
Repetitive story
To be told
About my life
I keep adding
Wrong turns
As I continue
To walk
Into obstacles
That force me
To reexamine
And retrace
My steps
Sending me
Back to
The drawing board
To use the
New information
To map out
All the wrong
I have done
So I can
Change them
Into directions
To help me
From getting
Lost
What was right
Is left
What was left
Is right
What was up
Is down
And that cliff
I was so scared
To jump off
Is the only
Way out
All I need
Is to know
In my heart
And
Believe
In my faith
That when
I leap off
I will be
Caught

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Pass Player”

Player
Player
Here is
My disclaimer
I refuse
To get played
By you
I do not want
In my future
To be
A scorned woman
Plotting vengeance
To get back
At you
I refuse to be
That kind of woman
Miserable because
Of you
I checked
My list
On things
To accomplish
In my life
My thoughts
My dreams
My bed
And it
Did not
Include you
So get it
Through both of
Your heads
I am not
Interested
Your charm
Your looks
Your existence
Does not
Peak my curiosity
I do not need
To get
To know you
To understand
The true you
So take
The games
You want
To play
The lies
You want
To tell
The thoughts
Of you squirming
Your way
Into my bed
And
Go somewhere else
With that
I refuse to
Give you
Any of
My time
My energy
My loving
So you can
Mistreat me
Like others
Before me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Judge Me On My Merits”

My guilt
My punishment
My innocence
My vindication
All are part
Of my fate
But I refuse
To take
The rap for
Someone else’s
Misdoings towards
Anyone
In this world
It is not mine
To take
I am not
Responsible for
Any conflict
That is caused
In my absence
I do not
Need to score
Another check
In the lost column
Losing opportunities
To get ahead
In this life
I am so tired
Of standing
In the middle
Of the road
Looking on
As everything
Drives away
Taking my reputation
Along with it
Tarnishing everything
I stand for
Because of the company
I keep
To judge me
Not because
Of my actions
Is a judgement
That will be
A mistake
No one but me
Defines me
So do not
Give me a verdict
That will
Seal my fate
Without
A jury
A trial
Or evidence
It is not justice
It is not right
I am not
Guilty by association
So please
Do not take
It there
Closing the door
In my face

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Our Dirty Secret”

I do not know
What to call you
Which do you prefer
Liar
Back stabber
Pathetic piece
Of $hit
Sorry I digressed
Let’s get
To the point
Quickly
You know
That deep
Dark secret
That one
That will
Ruin you
Bury you
Put shame
On your family name
The Out-and-out lie
You have been living
I know it
NOW
Granted it is
Your personal business
But you changed that
When you stepped
Into my life
And played with my toys
Without permission
You thought
I would not know
The difference
Or
Would not find out
What you have been doing
Do you not know
What is done in the dark
Will eventually
Come to the light
So you created
This problem
And I warn you
Making another
Wrong decision
That concerns me
Will be
The last thing
You do to me

Because
Your secret will be
Blurted out
Through a bullhorn
To everyone
And
Anything
That has ears
Willing to listen
The damage is done
You have burnt
Down your bridge
With me
Your secret
Is mine
To tell
I got the receipts
The evidence
And
The patience
Waiting for you
To make your move
So I can end you
Like we were in
Mortal combat

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Give And Take”

I can count
Only one time
You had the right
Not to trust me
That was
Before you
Met me
When you did not
Know me
So tell me
Now
What is
Your problem
With me
I have never
Deceived
Harmed
Or
Mistreated you
Ever
All of these years
I have known you
I stood by you
Listened to you
Encouraged you
To live your dreams
I even
Came as backup
Fighting beside you
Helping you
Kill your demons
When they were
Chasing you
Relentlessly
Through your
Nightmares
Into your reality
I thought then
You was no longer
My friend
You was
Family
My love
Was unconditional
My loyalty
Was unbreakable
So I ask again
Why do you not
Trust me
I am always
The only one left
Standing beside you
After everyone else
Has left you
So stop punishing me
For what they did
I do not
Deserve it
I deserve
Nothing less
Than what
I have
Given to you
Respect
Love
Trust
And
A place
In my family

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Me Against Me”

I am
All alone
Wading
Waiting
In the middle
Of an ocean
Full of feelings
I can not trust
Trying
To figure out
A mystery
Before I drown
And it is
Too late
I need to know
Who is
The traitor
Or traitors
Inside of me
My mind
My heart
Or
Both
My mind said
Do not believe
My heart
My heart said
Do not believe
My mind
They are
Both pointing
The finger
At each other
Who is lying
Who is telling
The truth
I do not know
Which to trust
I feel
They are both
Against me
Somehow
I am
At that point
Of taking
Extreme measures
And
Stop trusting
Either of them
Because neither are
Providing information
I have zero help
To help
Myself
Something needs
To give
I need
To get out
Of this mess
This bewilderment
And heartbreak
I feel
It is
Distorting everything
That was once
Felt like
Common sense
And
I am about
To be lost
My cracks are
Showing
I am slowly
Breaking apart

-Yellowbonewonda

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“The Shivers”

Lies and deceit
Fracture the lives
Around you
Sealing your fate
To suffer
Heart pounding
Nightmarish
Sweat drenched
Sleepless nights
Where monsters
Are chasing you
In your sleep
Through this life
Into the next
Let TRUTH
Be your light
To save you
From yourself
Before it is too late
Avoid repeating
Actions
Of hurt
Choose you words
Wisely
And let the only time
Your tongue
Starts waggling
Outside of your mouth
Is when
You speak the
Straightforward truth
Because the truth
You hide from
Is the truth
You will die from
And
You can not hide
From it
By pretending
It is not
Part of YOUR TRUTH
Embrace it
It will uncomplicate
Things
Setting you free
To live
Without regrets

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Doomsday Scenario”

It will be
A sneak attack
No one will be
Prepared
For the storm
That is brewing
It will be disguised
As a lovely sunny day
Calm breeze blowing
Full of happiness
Laughter
Jubilation
Underlined
With pure destruction
Boiling
Beneath the surface
It will be
A complete
Annihilation
Of the human race
In one day
And
It will be
Useless
To hide
Run
Or
Beg
For your life
To do
Things over
What was created
Will be erased
And
Mother Nature
Will erase
All of her worries
Making her slow death
Cease
While her defenses
Carry out
Armageddon
A date
Long ago
Set on her calendar
To seal our fate
To meet our maker
After we stopped
Thinking as if
She was a mother
That took care
Of us
Nurturing
Sheltering
And
Feeding us
All of our life
So
How could we be
So ungreatful
To our Mother

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Am A Vault”

However funny
Remember when
We initiated
This clause
Saying our friendship
Is a lifetime effort
And if
We parted ways
We would never
Hate enough
To betray
One another
It was an
Instant friendship
Like kindred spirits
Finding each other
After being separated
For so long
Finally able breath
Clearer
The secrets
We shared
Made life easier
The laughter
The tears
And
The fighting
Which
Made us stronger
It was a promise
To honor this love
To keep our past
Off limits
Never allowing
Our anger to
Get to the point
Of hurting
Each others feelings
Therefore
Always being
Protective of
Each other’s heart
Today
And
Forever tomorrow’s
To come
Being that friend
That will never
Become a double agent
For any enemies
Wanting to come
Between us
This kind of
Love
And
Respect
No matter
How life
Treats us
Will never
Make us break
Our promise
To betray
The hearts
That were once
Beating together

-Yellowbonewonda

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“No Justice No Peace”

The innocent
Is dead
Not able
To be
Cross examined
Their voice
Is speaking through
The evidence
And is silence
When it is thrown out
Ignored
Dismissed
Creating a gap
Losing the
Most important
Piece of the story
Making a dilemma
For any juror
Deliberating
To deliver
A sound
Educated decision
To the innocence
Or guilt
Of the defendant
I wish
They would stop
Making a mockery
Of the system
Using a trial
To make
The victim
The instigator
In their own death
If the evidence
Speaks for them
Let it
Justice is suppose
To be blind
Not
Completely blind
In its inability
To find
What is Just
This type of system is
Not based
On innocence or justice
It is power and money
And
Dirty well paid lawyers
Muddling up
The victim
Victimizing them
Through the system
Dodging
And
Throwing out
Evidence
That proves
Their client
Is guilty
DNA tossed out
Witnesses discredited
Video camera evidence
Is explained away
By saying
Do not
Believe your eyes
That is not
My client
Doing the crime
Stop all this madness
The defendant
Is guilty
It should be the end
Protect the many
Over the one
That is a danger
To our society

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trollers Trolling”

It is not right
To send out
A dangerous
Unpredictable
Contagion
Then watch it
Multiply
Like a virus
Into a billion
Comments of hate
Clicking send
After you
Typed a bunch
Of hateful words
Is irresponsible
Why do you think
It is okay
To began
Armageddon
On someone’s
Life
Attacking them
For no reason
Monstrously
Spewing
Venomous hate
Stop hiding
Behind the
Computer screen
Watching your
Madness spin
Out of control
As other people
Chime in to
Brow beating
Demeaning
And
Stomping the person
You deemed weak
Burying them
Into the figurative
Dirt
With their clicks
All because you
Needed to
Release your hate
It is the
Cowardest way
To not care
About
What you say
And
Hurt
People you
Do not know
Stop
Pulling all
Of us into
Your self hate
Fix your life
Get some help
Tackle your demons
Leave everyone
To their own fate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Out Of Focus”

I must
Get my life
On track
Find a way
To use time
Effectively
Complete tasks
Meant to be done
In this lifetime
While avoiding
All head games
Society
Plays to
Deter me
I can not
Accept
A bunch of
Blurred lines
White glows
And
Light glares
To hinder me
I am tired of
Wondering
Blindly
And
Aimlessly
I have been
Working
So hard against
The clock
The moment
I took
My first breath
In this world
And
When that hourglass
Was placed
Vertically
I just want
A glimpse of
What my future
Will be
To give me
A little
Motivation
To fight
And
I need help
I have tried
To be stealthy
To be crafty
And even foxy
Peeking through
Metaphorical curtains
Climbing the
Tallest of buildings
So I could
Get a better
Vantage point
Any preferable
View to foresee
The challenges
That will
Come before me
But I can not
For the life
Of me
Focus my eyes
My 20/20 vision
It continues
To fail me
It is so
Hard to see
And
I need to know
So I can calculate
The distance
Between
Lack of motivation
Muddled with
Sadness
And
Progress
Mixed with
Happiness
Where both
Begins and ends
For me
So I can
Keep myself
On the side of
Success
And
Accomplishment
Before
The sands of time
Run out on me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“No Handcuffs On You”

I will not
Bind you
To me
If you do not
Want me
I do not give
Empty threats
I will leave
When I say
I am leaving
I will not
Beg no one
To love me
Or
Chase anyone
Running away
From me
Obviously
You are not
Into me
I can
Live with that
Truth
I get it
Loud and clear
You are
Not the one
For me
So turn to
I ask
Who is the
One among you
For me
Willing to
Be real
Live in truth
Show love
Freely
And
Build a
Strong foundation
With me
Able to
Withstand anything
Toss onto it
Give me
True love
My King
Love me
Cherish me
And
Treat me
As your Queen
Live out
The rest
Your life
With me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Choose Wisely”

Just know
No one has
All the answers
How to get there
But trying will
Help you get closer
Choosing
To be a fighter
The one that
Takes Life’s games
And build
Something
Not pretty
Not perfect
But stable
Will win you
The game
Everytime
The rules
To the game
Is simple
Three different
Types of players
The cleaner
The builder
The sleeper
Must try to
Complete
Their plan
Being someone
They once dreamt
Of being
When they
Were little
Life’s
Only advice is
To pick your
Building blocks
Carefully
And
Choose your
Representation
Wisely
Not all players
In this game
Will get the job done
Effectively
The Cleaner
Sweeps
And
Packs up
Everything
They have learned
Through the years
Putting it
Away in storage
Coming short
Of his/her dream
Because of convenience
The builder
Seeks challenges
Ready to
Build
Nothing
Into something
Creating something
Wonderful
Being what
They dreamt
Of being
Making it reality
The sleeper
Is the laziest
Of the three
Blames everyone
For their
Short comings
Just laying down
Getting buried
Never attempting
To accomplish
Anything
Unless it is easy
Avoiding all hard work
Because they
Lack effort
Which one of these
Players you want
To represent you
And
What do you
Want to accomplish

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Imagination Running Wild”

When you are
Watching
Imagining
And
Looking through
Windows of
Friends
Family
Or
Celebrities
Houses
Out of envy
Do you see
The big picture
Do you notice
The stones
Thrown in the yard
The windows
Cracked
Almost broken
Did you see
What everyone else
Has tried
Before you
Grabbing
Small snippets
Of a life
That does not
Belong to them
They have
Jumped to
The same conclusion
Why them
Not me
Thinking
How pretty
How glamorous
How happy
They would be
If they could walk
In their shoes
Live their dream
But
Not realizing
What all of
You are
Doing
Is dreaming
No one can
Live
Or
Judge
Someone else’s
Life
Open your eyes
To see
That real people
Stand before you
With faults
Hiding secrets
Living
Their true story
To best
Of their ability
The money
The glamour
Is only part
Their story
One side
Of the truth
Not the complete
Reality
Of what
They experience
On a daily
Life
And
Death happens
To everyone
We will all
Share the same
Fate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Stranger In My Life”

I do not
Understand
How I am here
Looking
Dumb founded
Sitting here
Fast forwarding
Through the lies
You told me
What made
You hate me
So much
To do this
To me
You approached me
I was minding
My own business
In my own world
So contented to be
Without you
Why did you
Decide you needed
To sweet talk me
And
Wait years later
After I gave
You a chance
To show me
You had been
Deceiving me
You made me
Fall in love
With a stranger
An imposter
With the same face
As the one
That said
He wanted
To get
To know me
How is it
He never showed up
And I got
A pretender
Who created a delusion
Making all these years
To amount
To nothing
But false memories
Filled with lies
The sad thing is
You did not
Even believe
The words
You said to me
The love I had
For you
You did not
Take seriously
You
Balled it up
And
Threw it away
Like a piece
Of paper
How could
I have thought
We were building
Something
When you were
A stranger
Never introduced
To me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Sequels Are Needed”

I am searching
And encouraging
For any fairy tale
Author
To tell me
The truth
I need to know
Before I waste
My life away
Waiting
For the person
That could be
Or will be
My everything
My heartbeat
My best friend
My companion
The One
That will love me
Through this life
Into eternity
How to keep them
Because ending
A story with
Happily ever after
Does not
Make it
The End
Of the story
It is no preparation
For the future
Where is
The next sequel
A continuance
Telling us
What happens
After marriage
Give us
The skinny
A percise record
Expressed accurately
In words or pictures
It does not matter
We need
It to survive
Through trials and
Tribulations
When
Friends
Family
Enemies
Or
Each other
Become part of
The equation
Because we all
Can not runaway
Into the forrest
And
Take refuge
In a fortress
With traps around
To ward off
Anyone
Wishing
To do harm
To our family
Please
Provide us guidance
And
Write the sequel

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Familiar Surroundings”

I want
To know
More about it
It does not
Frighten me
Threaten me
It intrigues me
A silhouette
That lingers
In my dreams
Standing
In the dark
In a corner
Teasing me
In a playful manner
Acting shy
But not afraid
Of me
It knows me
I am familiar
With its presence
So I do not know
Why it refuses
To come into
The light
I squint
To get
A better view
I walk closer
To touch it
I try to
Talk to it
But it moves
Further away
Out of my reach
Keeping silent
Drawing me into
The mystery
Of its existence
My curiousity
Continues to build
Its evasiveness has
Created ardent flames
Inside of me
I am yearning
For them
To be calmed
By this faceless
Companion
That has been
Enticing me
Into wanting
To hear
How the story of
Us began
How it knows me
Why does it hide
In the shadow
Of my dreams
And what does
It want from me
Besides my reminiscence
Of a familiar presence
That visits me
In my dreams
All through
The night

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Loyalty Has Sisters”

Loyalty has
Two loving sisters
To do his bidding
They love him
Dearly
Willing to act
On his behave
One good
One evil
They both
Defend and
Encourage him
When it comes
To the matter
Of the heart
That place intended
To be kept
For the trustworthy
Which
Believes
And
Defends anyone
As long as
They are honest
In their intentions
And is a friend
Worth keeping
So take that
In mind
When you choose
Your closest friends
Make sure they
Are taking on quality
Not quantity
Because
They must be
Capable of
Receiving
And
Giving
A priceless gift
That can not
Be bought
Or
Sold
Only given freely
Because those
Two sisters
Do not play games
And are watching
The good one
Will create
Guardian angels
Secret keepers
Ready
Willing
To stop
All enemies
Trying to hurt you
Without hesitation
And
The evil one
Will create hate
Mortal enemies
Seeking revenge
Being
A dangerous
Deadly
Deceitful
Killer
Holding
A double edged sword
Waiting to slice
Down anyone
Into pieces
When
Betrayal
Deception
Double-dealing
Is sensed
In its inner circle
So choose
Wisely
Loyalty is a precious
Commodity
And
His two sisters
Love him
And
Are watching you
Carefully

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Casting Deadly Spells”

You have casted
A hate spell
To kill
By the trillions
And
Take
What is the good part
Of humanity
So no one
Can rebuild from
All your damage
There are
Too many
Stories
You tell
Where you play
The victim
In a fabled tale
Where the truth
Is avoided
You are
An evil
Narcissistic
Nefarious
Numskull
You are so
Full of yourself
You fill the air
With a toxic smell
Mutating most
Into mindless zombies
Ready to
Follow you
Into hell
And the rest
You kill
By the contact smell
It is a bleek
Damning future
If you continue
To act upon
Your creation
Of a living nightmare
By bringing
To the surface
All the hate
You want spreading
So we can live
In your hell
You are living

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Secrets Are Nuclear”

It is no secret
Everyone knows
What is done
In the dark
Will eventually
Come to the light
Lies and Secrecy
Can cause
Complete devastation
The numbers
Are off the charts
Friendships
Relationships
Marriages
Nations
Broken
Lives taken
Because
You made the
Wrong choice
Causing a monumental
Defeat to any
Bleeding heart
That loves
Cares
And will experience
The crushing lost
My advice
Do not be dazzled
By a two sided coin
In front of you
That has
One side Fire
And the other Ice
Once you flip it
It is
An instant lost
On every toss
Avoid it
At any cost
Refuse to touch it
Back away
Leave it
Laying there
Because
The only outcome
Is the burning of
Sturdy bridges
And/Or
Freezing  solid
Someone’s heart
So are you 
So willing to walk
Around carrying
A nuclear device
That has too
Many variables
That can come forward
And set it off
Human nature
Will be your end
Eventually 
Everyone talks
Blowing up
Everything
Because of
Feelings being hurt
Not caring
If either
The innocent
Or
The wicked
Are
Caught 
In the middle
Of the blast
Of all the chaos

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Inanimate Object”

I am not
To be treated
Like dirty laundry
You peel off
Tossing
Here and there
Without a care
After walking
Through the door
I do not belong
On the floor
To be stepped on
Each and every day
As you walk
From here to there
I do not want
To be kicked
Under the bed
Forgotten and
Gathering filth
That will
Never get cleaned
And definitely
I do not
Want to be
That guest sleeping
On the couch
That never leaves
Laying there
Day and night
Not contributing
Nothing
To the house
I would never
Treat you
Like an object
With no feelings
I deserve
The same
Respect
Stop thinking
You can
Wear
Damage
Throw away
Or replace me
Without it
Making me feel
You are not committing
A wicked act
Of total disrespect
My value
Should be clear
If you was not
Blind
I have been here
I had your back
But your old
Habits
Of taking
Good soul
And breaking
Them down
Has you
Salivating
Craving to do
Me some harm
I never deserved

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Wash Over Me”

It was partially
My fault
I accept
That part
I kept
Breathing
New life
Into something
That was dead
It will never
Be the same
That pureness
That was inside
Of me
You stabbed
My heart
And left me
For dead
All
That was good
Inside of me
Has leaked out
Leaving nothing
Left inside
The reserve tanks
They are empty
Except for fumes
Now I sit here
Impatiently
Waiting to be
Lead to
The magical waterfall
That will cascade
Over my head
Cleansing
Everything
About me
Including the hell
You put me
Through
Away
Erasing all
The things
That was haunting me
And banish you
Out of my dreams
Renewing my
Memories
So I can
Get over
All the pain
And
Tears
You left me
Swimming in
Looking
For some
Form of proof
That Love
Is still attainable
And
Not another love
Folk tale
I do not
Want to believe
That I can not have
Or
Will not have
A true love
Before I am dead

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Picket Fence Dreams”

Our status
Became complicated
We turned into
Mortal enemies
Talking was yelling
Love was hate
Fulfillment was
Emptiness
And
It all started
When Cupid
Shot his arrow
At us
Causing that
Attraction
To spark
Between us
Turning a chance
Encounter of
Two strangers
Into becoming more
Friendly
To one another
Opening us up
To sharing almost
Everything
Immediately
First
Little pieces
Then
Bigger pieces
Of our experiences
It was
Developing to
What I thought
To be
A beautiful picture
Coming together
Our past
Present
And future
I thought we
Were forging an
Unbreakable bond
Instead it
Was live ammunition
For the fight
Of the century
Full of bloodshed
And
Tears
Breaking down
What we dreamt
In our shared delusion
Of a simple life
With a house
Three kids
Two pets
Who was we
Kidding
We were too
Different

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Second Chance To Fail”

You convinced me
To allow you to
Rewrite our story
And give you
Another chance
To play
The leading man
Seeking
His second chance
To change
What made us
Into a disater movie
You assured me
Not to worry
Because
You had
My back
My front
All sides
Of me
To catch me
So I would not
Fall to hard
On the pavement
You was so convincing
I believed
You wanted
To create
This love story
With me
Live in bliss
For the rest
Of our lives
Together as a family
But
This time
It was a record moment
When your
Signals
Started to go haywire
Causing me worry
All over again
Questioning if you
Were lying
Your words
And actions
Conflicted
And
You refuse
To give me clarity
You did not
Bother to talk
To me
You stopped
All communication
With no explanation
I do not
Know the reason
Why we cleaned
The slate
When it was
Within days
You crushed
Any and all dreams
We mentioned
We wanted
Creating
The second series
To another disater story

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Heartless Relations”

I finally
Discovered
How this
Relationship
Collapsed
Why coldness
Fills the inside
Of my heart
And now
How to warm it
Even after
The heartache
You put me through
I am not
Completely broken
My memories
Helped me
To see
The truth
About you
They came with
Such forcefulness
Flooding back
To tell me
A story
Our life
Played
On a big screen
In my head
As a movie
At first
It was
Too fast
But it eventually
Slowed down
Showing me
In great detail
What you did
To me
And
How you tried
To leave
Me broken
It began
By you telling
One lie
Then another lie
Building
And creating
A life
On a crooked foundation
Topped with
A house of cards
That was
Ready to crumble
At any moment
It was not
My fault
You could not
Tell the truth
I loved you
I will not
Regret it
I meant it
I was in it
It is your loss
When we
Could have
Had a beautiful
Story

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Obsession Is Not A Perfume”

This is
Something
Outside of
All reality
Inquiring minds
Want to know
When will
This madness end
It is frightening
And no one
Should experience
Being stalked
A neighbor
A friend
A coworker
Or
Even a famous person
It does not matter
Who they are
No one
Wants to be part
Of a delusion
You being in
Love with someone
You never
Broke bread with
Or
Had a conversation
I just wish
That stalkers
Of the world
Gain some clarity
Stop gifting
A wave of panic
Being obsessed
With people
That will never
Notice
Or
Meet them
On a
Personal level

-Yellowbonewonda

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