“Bow Down Or Fight”

Do not count me out
Just yet
Because
I promise this
I will sit victorious on that thrown
That you are ever so convinced
Is not mine to take
Yesterday was a huge mistake
I take it as a learning lesson
But
Today the beast within has risen
And
Is ready to advance
And
Rewrite all of the other tomorrow’s
Into a huge masterpiece
This is not fear
I am not scared
I am fearless
I will never back down
Because you are in the presence
Of a lioness
A queen
Nothing less
And
I will fight to death
If need be
Can you say the same
If so let’s do this
Test my strength

Yellowbonewonda

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“My Second Third Fourth Thoughts”

Is poetry wasted on me
Moreso
The proper question is
Is it brazen of me
To call myself a poet
After all
I do not have any training
I just arrange words
Then read them outloud
For the umpteenth time
Editting it as if I am going crazy
That is only because
I am searching for what sounds
Like an honest representation
Of what I am trying to vocalize
After following up on
What I have observed
Or
How I am feeling
Giving my truth on a situation
But I ask
Could this be my madness
Am I writing things with any meaning
Are people understanding
The images I am trying to convey
If not
Then
I do not know what am I doing
And
This presistant demon
Who whispers to me
Casting doubt
Into the confident waters
Is becoming a problem
Causing me to question
A few people who said
Writing is my calling
I need to know from the masses
Are they
Trying to not hurt my feelings
By lying
Because
I do not want to be looked upon
As a fraud
A wack a doodle
Or
A foolish person
Tell me
Will I walk amongst the established
The ones not yet dead
And
Passionately writing
With followers
Who do not unfollow
After one bad poem
I want the loyal readers
Who are eager to read
And
Return over and over again
Because
They see a diamond in the rough
And
Think I am on the way to greatness
Of being a famous poet

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“Releasing Frenemy Demons”

You remember that saying
Keep your friends close
And
Keep your enemies closer
Well
Welcome my dear friend
Or
Should I say
Hello demon
Do not be hesitant
Come on in
Sit awhile
Let us talk about a critical subject
In fact it is only about
Two essential queries
I have for you
What is your given name
And
What is your actual intentions towards me
Do not look at me like that
Do not be surprised
I saw your truth long ago
I knew what you were from the beginning
That day in the parking lot
My skin was burning
My first thought was to run
But
I needed more information
I needed to know
Why you were coming for me
And
I had to prepare
For the storm that was brewing
So now I ask you again
What is your intention towards me
And
What is your given for the exorcism
So I can free you from my life
So I can start living
A life
Unobstructed
Unrestricted
Unhampered from your meddling

Yellowbonewonda

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“Swan Dive Off A Cliff”

Remember those people
Who would come around
And
Everyone would make up an excuse
To leave the room
Or
Not invite to go anywhere
And
If you saw them
You would
Go out of your way
As to avoid them
All together
So the presence of them
Would not ruin your day
Well I call them
A repelling magnet
A repulsion at the highest
Creation of facial ticks
They make all your hairs
Stand on end
And
Your skin crawl
When they are near
Causing a happy mood
To crash and burn into the dumps
Where frustration
Anger
Thoughts of physical harm exist
So
Why is it that
They make it so easy to hate them
Their attitude
Their mouth
Their thought process
All rubs you the wrong way
And
It is so screwed up
I need to know
How the hell
They get out of their house
Everyday
With that big balloon
Connected on their shoulders
The damn thing
Is too big to fit through any door
It is maddening that
They are oblivious
To anyone else’s feelings
And
They only work they do
Is to get on a person nerves
These
Evil little bags of skins
Need a hobby
Like
Jumping off the nearest cliff
Just saying
End the madness
Let us have a happy day

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“Obedience Fades A Beast Rises”

You want to tame a wild beast
Then
Do it with care
Do it with kindness
With your palms up
Showing a bit of vulnerability
Because one act of violence
Begets another act of violence
Beginning a dangerous cycle
Where love
Nor
Loyalty
Can ever exist between the two
Meaning between
Master and slave
Husband and wife
Parent and child
Human and human
Human and beast
Take my word
It will happen
There will be a day
That will come
Unexpectedly
That the forced obedience
You had once beaten into them
Will begin to slip away
Into a black hole of nothingness
Ultimately allowing
A rising of a predatory instinct
Within what you thought was a dostile beast
Tamed and buried long ago
Believe me nothing is ever buried
So deep it can not climb
Back out of darkness
So choose wisely
Be loving
Create a bond
That will last a lifetime
Where both parties are happy
And
Free to be in charge of their
Own body
Let it be
No masters
No subservients
No classes of wealth
Just humans being humans
Beast being beast
Coexisting in a peaceful environment
Please
Let it be peace

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“Adult Conversation”

If you are doing boss moves
Getting things in order
Then
Why are you afraid of me
Asking you this one question
Because
This is a need to know situation
And
I need to know
Now
If my plans
And
Your plans
Line up
Plainly put
Am I in your future
This is simple
Not a complex multiplication
It is a yes or no answer
And
You should already know
What you are feeling
Damn it tell me
Do you want a relationship
With me
Or
Do you want a casual fuck buddy
Which is her
I require explanation
Where do I stand
Come on
Grow some Cojones
Make a decision
Tell me your truth
And
Stop being facetious
Deliberately inappropriately
Dodging my question
Because
I am sick and tired of
Getting somewhere
Near to an in depth conversation
Where we are finally
Getting down to the nitty gritty
And
All of a sudden you play possum
I just wish you would
Fight through these childish tendencies
Stop being a cowardly lion
And
Cease this dumb shit
You keep doing
Come on through with these
Grown people ambitions
And
Be honest
Be righteous
Stop being afraid
Stand tall
Speak your mind
Make a decision
And
Stick to it
You want a family
Then be a leader
Not
A player
Because
Leaders only need to apply
To this position
Of being a husband
And
A father

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“Upfront And Frank”

Pet pives
We all have them
And
Plainly put
Some have more than others
So do not be surprised
That I am admitting
To having a few
What the hell moments
Some minor to major hangups
Attached with several no go situations
In my life
But we are not here
To disgust that
Are we
Let us move on
Get back on track
I am done digressing
I am in need of sharing my point
Because at this time
I am irritated
Annoyed
Frustrated
See
There is one in particular pet pive
The one of the top five on my list
That makes the others minor leaguers
And
This one I have talked about
Until I am blue in the face
Still
People continuously ignore
My emotions and feelings about lying
And
They do not realize
It is a surefire way
The most definite quickest way
To be eliminated for sure
By the most deadliest of terminators
Who are always watching my back
Who are ready
And
Awaiting my command
To remove any dilemma
Causing harm to me
Eliminating
Anyone that lost my trust
And
Did not appreciate me
Did not deserve to be in my space
And
It is sad
People have such difficulty
In comprehending this concept
Because
It was said clearly
Repetitively spoken
On a multitude of times
That I got too tired
To care
Therefore I stopped counting
Endless numbers do not end
So
Why bother
If it has not imprinted
On everyone
Who has known me
Or
Just met me
So I will recap
You what me
It is simple as this
Do not lie to me
In any shape
Form
Or
By omission
A lie to me
Is a regrettable situation
For the perpetrator
And
Their status in my presence

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“The Day Is Coming”

Presently
My heart is leading me
But I sense
A war within me
I can feel
My strength building
Getting stronger
And
Stronger
Causing the fuck it mentality
To take over completely
Giving me more momentum
To shift everything
On you
And
Boy
It is imminent
My mind will be victorious
It is definitely winning
Taking the valuable ground
My heart once had for you
When it wanted to love you
Yes
That fool is dying
Because it is over
The game of
Waiting
And
Anticipating
When you will call
Or
When you will come by
To grace me with your presence
Giving me
Crumbs
Instead of substance

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“Shut Your Mouth”

I want to praise you
On your greatest accomplishment
Of being the almighty of Gods
Since
You act like you are all knowing
And
You jump into the wrong type of situations
Running your mouth without thinking
Then having the nerve to tell me
How I am feeling
When I am sad
When I am mad
When I am happy
When I am hurting
You know
I think
I should get down on my knees
And
Say
Thank you
For your many blessings
And
Reading my mind
What would my life be without you
I can not believe
You are a master
Please tell me
How do you do it so well
I am in awe of you
My God
My keeper
Okay
Okay
I hope by now
If you are not getting it
This is sacarasm
For you ridiculing my situation
That you know nothing about
So let’s get to it
I am over it
And
I am telling you once
So listen up
If you keep wagging your tongue
In the wind
Surely
I will gladly gift you
A promise
From the depths of hell
A huge flaming ball of fiery
Only for you
Because
I am tired of the bullshit
From
The know it alls
The googling professionals
And
The busy body people
Who know nothing
Including how to differentiate
Their head from
Their ass
Because both are expelling
Nothing but shit

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“Playing The Middle”

Inquiring minds want to know
If you had
The devil on your left arm
Wanting you to be evil
An angel on your right
Wanting you to be good
Both doing their best advocating
Giving you their bestselling
On how to fill your heart
Question
Do you play ignorant
Stand between the lines
Blurring them
From black and white
Until it is gray
Thinking
If you do not choose
You will be overlooked
And
You will be safe
Well I am telling you
That is a joke
With no punchline
It is silly
Just the same way
You judge one another
It is a woeful situation
That no one gets a pass in this life
Moreso because
People in general are so judgemental
And
They are skipping
The getting to know you phase
All together
Never meeting on the middle ground level
Just
Labeling people only on a first impression situation
When people are nervous
Uncomfortable
Having awkward feelings
To think a person can only be
Either this or that
Based on the bookcover
Is you skipping to the end
Without reading it
Cover to cover
Missing the complete story
People are different
One is not like the other
You must get to know them
Before forming an opinion

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“Liberation Of A Voice”

Just because my writing
May be all over the place
Do not try to diagnosis me
With something like
A presistant
Maniac depressive
Borderline
Seasonal affective
Personality disorder
This is not the case
I just write
Based on the direction
The wind blows me
And
Wherever I land
Whatever needs to be addressed
Exposed
And/Or
Expressed
That made
A lasting impression on me
That is what
Gets released
Printed in black and white
And
Published
Just before
The clock strikes midnight
Throwing us into another day
Of a dollar short reality
See
If you do not understand
Do not begin to make assumptions
This is the way I liberate
A silenced unheard voice
That never speaks unless spoken to
My observations
Conversations
Experiences
Is mine to speak
No names
No locations are disclosed
And
Do not take it as me being vengeful
I am only giving knowledge
Speaking on common sense
And
My mental health is nobody’s concern
But mine
Enjoy the read
Click like
Come back again
Read something else
Your support is all that is needed
Nothing more
Nothing less

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“Listen Instead Of Hearing”


Beautiful women of this world
My dear sisters
Please
I beg of you
Do not shrug me off
As a crazy person
Lend me your ears
Sit down beside me
If only for a brief moment
And
Actually
Hear these words I express to you
I will not bite
Steal your purse
Take you identity
This is only words of stimulation
Encouragement
Motivation
And
Enlightenment
Kindly trust
What I vocalize towards you
There is no judgement attached
It is only an observation
What I see inside of you
Is a fighter
A powerful spirit
In a broken vessel
That is not yet ready to lay down
Die for nothing
And
Is much stronger than you believe
You to be
I say
Stop allowing this tiredness
Inside of you
To continue depleting you
Owing to the fact that
This is the same old type of bullshit
You have been going through
Same shit different day
Type of living
No I do not
Minimize what
You have been through
Or
Going through
Since
Your trials
And
Tribulations
Are the heartbreaking storyline
Made for lifetime movies
But I ask what are you doing
To change it
It is a fact
In order to make things better
You need to do better
Cast out the old demons with the trash
And
Get on a betterment kick
Because
You can not stop
Scratching
Clawing
Searching for clearer air
To breath in
Only
To get pulled back down
Into the gutter
With the gutter rats
Who are
Looking to take a whole meal
Instead of scraps
If you going to be
A champion in a ring of billions
Doing the same thing
Will not get you there
Live life with meaning
Instead of just being
Used
Abused
Disgraced
Getting drunk off
Loving the wrong person
And
Doing what you hate in life
Living for others
Just
Women listen
Do you not know
You have no reason to cling onto
What is imaginary
Men
Jobs
Family
Friends
Materialistic dumb shit
Move on to live
Or
Stay
And
Die for nothing

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“Sticks And Stones “

I warn you
Sticks
And
Stones
Will hurt
If you do not believe
What you hurl out
Will not come back
Believe me
They are being thrown back
Towards any individual
That lacks the intelligence
To change the tone
They are putting out
So I ask please stop
Casting shadows
On every speck of light
And
Sputtering your hate
So as to get a rise out of individuals
Because
There are far less weak minded people
Ready to jump on your bandwagon
People are feed up with
Putting up with this type of hostility
And
Just because
You are afraid of the evolution
Growth of humans
And
Their reluctance to be held back
Held down
Beaten by whips
And/or
Chains
Know this
No one will ever give you permission
You have no right
To be judge
Jury
Executioner
Taking from this world
What you can not figure out
Just because it is
Difficult to explain
Different
It does not need to be
Destroyed
Wiped out
It belongs in existence
Same as you
So take a seat
Learn new ways
Because the old ways
Are not coming back

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“Turned Away Humiliated”

The sound of the fury
Was deafening
The critical opprobrium
They had generated
Was pure humiliation
It was infuriating
Because
This public denunciation
Was nothing but accusations
As they turned their backs
Locked their doors
Closed the gates
Behind me
Making their intentions clear
I was abandoned
Forsaken
Stranded
Without a home
A country
Left on my own
I had no hero
I had no friend
I had no one
To say otherwise
No proposal was on the table
Just angry words
Yelling for me to leave
With only the clothes on my back
No money
No food
To survive on
There was no humanity
In no one
No one cared
As long as
I was not amongst them
I was a throwaway
Thrown out like Monday’s trash
But wait this is Sunday

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“Unleashing”

How could you
Think any lesser of yourself
You are a warrior
You can handle
This $hit
And
You should never allow
Anyone to intimidate
Or
Cause you to doubt yourself
Because
There is no mortal
On this planet
In this universe
That has that power
To keep away what is already yours
In the first place
Your mind
Your mouth
If used properly
Can open once locked doors
Setting off an endless amount
Of possibilities
For you
Just
Take down the signs of caution
Release the explosion of ideas
Out into this world
You never know
You could be
A solution to a problem
In this society

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“Blesseth Be”

Blesseth be the person
That can see their truth
Who look
Beyond their physical restrictions
Beyond their mental capability
Towards an inner beauty
A spiritual connection
At a depth
No man on Earth can ever touch
Where their true strength lies
A God given ability
Blessed upon them
Making them an individual
A leader
And
Not a sheep
Who is
Being lead to a slaughter
To be meat
We need those that oppose
The ladder
Choosing a direction
Least traveled
In order for change
To be in fashion
Changing old mentality
Into something that
Can make this world better
Releasing all captives
Who haven’t had a brainstorm
In ages
Because they are too lazy
To have an opposing opinion
With the
Demons on this Earth

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“Self Catfishing”

There are so many social media
Insta happy families
Out here
Posting pictures
All hugged up
Kissing
Showing the family
Living the good good life
I say why
You claiming
Professing openly false information
Of the quality of the true situation
You know you
Sitting at home
Stressing
Stalking
Your significant other’s movements
Being ever so bothered
That you may get found out
By everybody
You living a lie
Why you crying
Being upset
Waiting until he/she get home
To argue about the lies
About to be exposed globally
I reiterate
It is futile
And
If you not going to pull the plug
And
Rather pretend to be happy
Instead of being happy in this reality
Keep on posting
Player
Publishing those
Photoshopped images
Of your delusional fragmented existence
Hopefully
You will eventually realize
That you are being foolish
And
Foolish people
Always get found out
No matter
If hiding was their profession
Just know
What you think is hidden
Will be
Ultimately
Divulged
Revealed
Uncovered
Bought into the light
Shattering the glass house depiction
Of you life
Into a million little pieces
Please see
Being miserable
Should not be
A desire
Nor
A fulltime job
For no one
Nothing is ever worth
Self sacrificing yourself
Stop being perfidious
For what is
A social media relationship
Getting likes
From people who
Do not even know you

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“Stirring Up Echoes”

Flabbergasted
And
Overwhelmed
By the viciousness
That hid behind your words
When you spoke
It was like venom spreading
Like a droughted wildfire
Burning completely through
Every fiber of my being
Where love was once attached
I witnessed
This catastrophic set of events
Form into something
So disastrous
As it could only be played
In slow motion
From an out of body experience
Agonizingly
It only took a few spoken versus
Uttered from you
And
It felt like death
With every word
You said
What love
You had for me
Disappeared
And
Turned into detest
Hatred even
Devastatingly
This was an unsightly monstrosity
It was Pure evil
That flowed throughout you
And
I could not understand
How could this be coming from someone
That said his world
Began
And
Ended with me
Only
An irrational person would
Destroy
Obliterate
Annihilate
Two lives
Which are linked together
Like this
Why would you want to turn it
Into a glorified mess
Fear
Insecurity
Imaginary scenarios
Of what if
What may never happen
Or
What might happen
Is an excuse
If you want to leave
Just do that
And
Leave me intact

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“I Have Limits”

I do not pass judgement
Based on another person’s opinion
Of you
I give out clean slates
A chance
To win
Or
To lose
And
My open-mindedness
Is not ignorance
I base everything on
Behavior
Action
And
Reaction
That then
Dictates what is covered
By the blanket of blindness
Meaning
What I can let go
And
What I can not
Because
There are limits
There is a clause
In every
Family contract
Friend contract
Lover contract
A line
That can never be crossed
By you
By me
By anyone
And
If it is crossed
Believe me
There is no way coming back
You lie
You steal
You show no remorse
Towards the things
You have done
Makes you a risk
I am not willing to take
I refuse to have you in my space
In my presence
What is best for you and I
Is that you consider
Yourself erased
From anything that has anything
To do with my life
I want nothing to do with you
I have nothing to say to you
You do what you do
I do what I do
That is what it is
Separately living

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“What If It Was You”

How many times does
It cross your mind
The agony of the suffering
Is it
When a commercial pop up
Between your favorite programs
When the donation telemarketer
Rings your phone
Or
When you see them standing
On the corner
Begging for change
Does it stop you in your tracks
Does your heart start to beat
Something called compassion
It saddens me
To see people turn their nose up
On the vulnerable
And
It is easy
To differentiate from
The scammers
And
The abandoned
Yes
Of course
It is a discomfort
A tender subject
Or
Maybe an irritation
But
What if it was you
Or
Your family member
Would your attitude change
To help the vulnerable
Because
It is so dismal
That plenty of people are
Willingly to ignore this epidemic
It is too many people
Living
Homeless
Without food
Without anything
Struggling to beat
The everso changing weather
And
The few that are willing to help
Are barely making a dent
They are a needle in a haystack
Because for every one of them
Thousands are still going without
Dying before they receive anything
Veterans
Mentally Ill
Runaways
Families who lost everything
In disasters
All are victims to this
And
Just because you think your
Situation is solid
Does not mean it is unbreakable
You too can be the one of many
Abandoned
Alone
Scared
Hungry
Dirty
Struggling to survive
On a daily
From life
And
From the people
Eager to harm
Bash
Kill them
Because it was funny
No one including the homeless
Had dreams to growing up
And
Being helpless

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“Wolves Are Hunting”

Foolish
Unhinged
Mistaken
You can call me
All of that
But
I know
What I know
And
I know
They are
Searching
Tracking me
Hunting me
I can sense them
Their very presence
Has my hairs standing on end
Whenever they are close
In proximity
They follow my every movement
Hiding in the shadows
So I can not see them
My scent
My every breath
My heart beat
Draws them closer
And
Because you
Can not
Do not
Hear
Or
See them
You say I am paranoid
But
You wait until
The wolves are
Surrounding you
Scratching
Gnawing at your door
Trying to get in
And
Not be prepared
To escape
Or
To fight
You can be a prey
I will not
Nor
A captive to them
To neither
Man
Nor
Animal
No matter what
I will be ready for them

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“Snake Charmer Preacher”

It is on Sunday
They put on their best
To con the congregation
Out of their hard earned money
Asking for their last dime
In fact even
The money to feed their children
Preaching giving is good
Everyone should donate
To a building fund
That never seems to add up
To being enough
To start the improvements
Of the crumbling unconditioned church
A scorcher in the summer
A freezer in the winter
And
The reason it never starts
It is because the funding
Is being used
Elsewhere
To build a bigger home
Buy a new car
Put their kids through private school
Put the first lady
In name brand clothing
To sit in the front of the church
While the congregation
Lives in the slums
Struggling
Living paycheck to paycheck
Something that does not bother them
Because
Monday through Saturday
They are living in the hills
Looking down on the people
That put them there
Raising glasses
To their good fortune
Taking from the less fortunate
So they can live in comfort
And
It is
Irrefutable
Indisputable
Unequivocal
If you do not see
That as being delusional
If you trust a snake charmer
To be in the pulpit
To preach to you the gospel
When he himself
Do not believe
In the the words he is saying
Or
Is giving back to the community
You are at fault
Because you must be selective
You need to open you eyes
See that
Snake charmers are amongst us
Not everyone toting a bible
Is anointed
Or
Should be trusted
Beware of those you
Give access to your soul

Yellowbonewonda

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“Ridiculous Heat Index”

I had an abundance of heat
Overwhelm me
It felt like a rampant inferno
Engulfed me
I could not cool myself down
Internally
A major shutdown ensued
As my body’s natural cooling system
Went on the blink
All I could do was wish for
Some type of relief
Some rain
A little monsoon
Maybe
Or
A huge block of ice
So I could
Eat
Sit on
Lay on
Until the sun went down
Or
All the pain it inflicted on me
Subsided
And
There was no more
Bodyache
Headache
Double vision
Lightheadedness
Overexertion
You name it
Damn it
I can not
Take much more of this
It must stop
So mark this day
Today is the day
I am putting the sun
On notice
And
On the top of the most wanted
Number one to be exact
The enemy of the planet
Because it acted like a criminal
When it zapped me
Took all my energy
And
Left me dragging
Throughout the entire day
It devitalized
It enervated
And
Immobilized me
So much so
I could not take one more step
I was ready to
Lay down where I stood
So that I may recoup
Some of the energy
That it stole from me
The amount of heat
The sun is releasing is unbelievable
It felt as if
I was carrying
A lot of dead weight
This burden was so heavy
I would not wish it on anyone
Because
My body never felt this sluggish
Weakened
Defeated
Before this day
This heat index
Consumed me

Yellowbonewonda

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“Enough With The Sounds”

I am trying not to listen
To the blood wrenching
High pitched incoherent rambling sounds
Coming from all
These delusional people
Who have only been educated
Either by
Online search engines like
Google
Yahoo
Explorer
Or
Listening to the wrong information system
Called the news
I just wish uneducated
Insensitive pricks
Stop
Speaking on subjects
They know nothing about
My suggestion is
If you have not experienced it
Have no extensive knowledge of it
Or
Communicated with people unlike yourself
Then STOP
Dropping two cents in the pot
That reads
Thank you for your donation
Green backs only
No change necessary
It is not a debate
Question and answer conversation
Only
A first hand education
Hands on experience event
To let you see
Through your own eyes
That the wedge between us
Can be easily fixed
If instead of insults
Violence
Death threats
We can find a solution
To live
Happy
Joyful
Peaceful
Until end of all days
Come take us all at once

Yellowbonewonda

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“Exhaustion Level Verified Overloaded”

What
I really do not get
Is this plan to write a poem
This poem when my mental
And
Physical capability
Are both tapped out
Geez
I have to remember
To remove my hand
From the keyboard
Or
I am going to type
Incoherent crap
I am so tired
Exhausted
Overxerted to a point
You know
It is a quarter til ten
And
I wish I was already sleep
Hours ago
Because
I am running on pure fumes
This is the longest
I have spent on a poem
I did not want to write
The body
My body wants to sleep
I keep dosing in
And
Out of consciousness
After every other word
This editing is a $itch
It is rather sad
I am relying on spellcheck
Just mark this day
I really did not want to write
The majority of my comprehension
Is in a system error
Codes are covering the screen
Communication
In failure mode
Coordination
In failure mode
Attitude
In failure mode
Confusion
On high alert
Mind and body
In agreement
Emergency shutdown
All systems will be
In complete lockdown
Nobody need to call me tonight
I am out
5
4
Forget it
I am out

Yellowbonewonda

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“False Sense Of Security”

You lock your doors
You bar your windows
Get a panic alarm
Surgerical attached to your @ss
Have a gun readily at your grasp
Doing all the precautions
To keep your illusions intact
Thinking 911 will get to you fast
Sadly
It is a false sense of security
You have
It is like glass
It will shatter
Into a million little pieces
Sharp shards will cut deeply
Bleeding you rapidly
Almost immediately
Because
It is what it is
When your time is up
Nothing will exempt you
From that fatal conclusion
After being met with
A criminal minded individual
Who wants to get to you
Take your money
Take your belongings
Take your life
At your job
At the bank
In your home
In your car
Inside a prison
Even the bodega at the corner
That always seemed safe
Only
Because you know the attendant
By his/her name
But at last
It is not
Because
It only takes one person
To see it as a challenge
Figure out a solution to
Break into a fortress
That has been built
Out of man made materials
In their mind it is
With time
Determination
Selfish unchecked restraint
That will get them
What they desire
And
I only hope your affairs
Are in order
Because if you are between that
And
Them
Guess what will happen
A you
Or
Them situation
With no guarantee
Who will be the victor

Yellowbonewonda

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“Close Lips Open Eyes”

These streets will be covered
In the blood of the innocents
With all this confusion
Greed
Ignorance
And
Unawareness of the real situation
Going on
It is ridiculous
That no one has yet to find
A better solution to end
This age old human war
We have going on
This world is big enough
For all us to live in peace
Yet people’s eyes are welded shut
Believing violence
Is the only way
To getting what is not theirs
In the first place
This planet is on lease to us
Therefore
No human can own
And
If eyes do not open soon
To see what is coming
Next
We will all experience
The same outcome
A man made apocalypse
The demise of the human race
Just because we can not find
A way to get along
And
Stop the divisions
By color
By race
By religion
Or
By sex
We bleed the same blood
We breath the same air
We multiply the same way
And
We all will wither away
Once we are dead
So what of our differences
What are you really fighting for
Your ego
What nonsense
And
Not a good reason to kill
Another person’s child

Yellowbonewonda

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“Reminiscing”

Over the years
We have wrote many books
And
Revised
And
Extended chapters together
I have seen you thriving
Passionate
Happy
Wishful
Blossoming from a princess
To becoming a Queen of a kingdom
And
I thought you had your world
At your grasp
Instead you threw it away
For a quarter of a man
A coward
A piece of road kill
That everyone else
Drove by
Never looking twice at it
But
For some reason you jumped out
Of your dreams
To roam
And
Rummage around in the gutter
With someone who loved living
Among trash
And
Showing no ambitions
Please love
Come sit down beside me
Reminisce with me
On the good old days
So you can see through my eyes
The beauty outside the shell
You have decided to crawl deep into
Remember you
And
Remember the last day
I saw you at your happiest
You gleamed
You sparkled
You was full of hope
Your smile lit up the room
Now it is a smile
Unrecognizable
Because
You have being faking it for so long
Not even you have noticed
But I do
Let that go
Take acknowledgement of it
It is not hiding anything
Your frustration
Or
Your sadness
Is still there
So
Recall for me
That last time you felt your heart
Beating to that rhythmic beat
That you danced so beautifully to
Come back to yourself
To that person I once knew
Was full of life
And
Happy

Yellowbonewonda

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“Yours Not Mine”

I do not understand
I can not comprehend
How do I have a homing beacon
Tagged on my ass
It is not even mine to have
It belongs to someone else
Probably that dip $hit
Hiding over there
Snickering in the corner
Witnessing my stress
I just wish he/she would man up
Get out of that corner
And
Take this crap back
Because
It is their damn drama
To sort out
I am so tired of this stupid fest
I am not built to fight
Endless battles with dumb people
I am a destroyer
I only need the one shot
The rest is bullcrap
Because
Stupid do not understand
A real craftsmanship
Of pain and punishment

Yellowbonewonda

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“Put Your Words To Action”

This is an observation
Maybe I am wrong
But
You know I am not
I believe that
All these years of struggles
Should have taught you major
Survival skills
But of course it has not
It is the same story
A different day
Bag of shit arrangement
You got down packed
And
This is simplest of things
People should be able to remember
But I guess it is not
So let me break it down
You continually keep diving in head first
Like you have no common sense
So let me tell you
Fire is hot
Do not keep jumping into it
You will get burnt up
Please stop
And
Yessssss
I know you are tired
I am tired too
Of you getting hurt
But
It is time
To speak on some truth
That no one has bothered to tell you
Maybe they are afraid
Maybe they love your agony
Maybe they just do not care
Either way I cannot be
Part of it
The blind leading the blind
When my eyes see fine
I love you
Not afraid of you
I care about you
These words are what I see
And
It is not pretty
So have a seat
This is an intervention
Done by love
Your world is in disarray
Not because of others
But because of you
Not making your own decisions
To get your life back on track
How long are you going to play victim
To your circumstance
You keep getting mad
Frustrated that life left
You behind
But it is your choice
You continue to do nothing
To help yourself advance
Can you not understand by
You steadily making excuses
To stay
Sticking your head in the sand
Hiding from the truth
Standing frozen in time
Is by your own doing
My only advice is for you to stop
Listening to the wrong advice
Listen to yourself
You know what is right
Do you not know
You are more powerful than you think
Just know
The mental prison you have built
For yourself
Is what it is
Yours
You need to realize
The people you think have the key
Does not
You have it
Release yourself
Taste freedom for yourself
With no one dictating
What you should
Or
Should not do
Live your life
Not the life someone says
Is your life

Yellowbonewonda

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