“One And Done Masterpiece”

I am an original
Without duplicates
They broke the mold
After creating me
Anyone else
That says
They act like me
Look like me
Could be me
Is a counterfeit
A liar
You will see
Here is my truth
I am not that person
That will stroke your ego
So eagerly
I am not your mother
Nor am I your babysitter
If you consider me
To be someone special
Someone that will be your forever
Your ride or die chick
The queen of your kingdom
The mother of your children
The person you do not want to hurt
The person you do not want to lose
Then make your decisions
Accordingly
But if you do not care about
My feelings
Hurting me
Disappointing me
Choosing that choice
To betray me
Will have you suffering
The consequences severely
By you losing a good woman
That wanted to love you
For eternity
You can play on your ignorance
Play to your vanity
That I may not leave
But you will be wrong
I will not put up with anyone
Disrespecting me
You have no excuse
You make your own destiny
You grew up from a child
Now an adult
So you should know
Right from wrong
Seriously
Deciphering what is
Real from fake
Remember me
Before you do something
That will end everything

-Yellowbonewonda

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“First Impressions”

I forgot
Was it
Love at
First sight
When you
First saw me
What was
The exact
Words
That came
Into your mind
When you
Declared
To yourself
You had
To make
Me
Your woman
What day
Was it
I took
Your breath away
Made
Your heart
Stop beating
For just
A moment
And
Caused it
To restart
Again
As if a jolt
Of lightening
Shot right
Through it
Changing
Our life
For the better
Was it
After you
Noticed
That small breeze
Lifting my hair
Ever so
Gently
Into the air
Laying it
Across my face
Tinkling
My nose
Making me
Burst out
Into laughter
Causing
A milo second
Scene
That made
A lifetime
Of magic
For us
It had
To be hilarious
Watching me
Trying to regain
My composure
I know
You knew
Something
Because
You chased
Me down
To get my number
So I am
Curious
Now
I want
To know
How long
Did it
Take you
To know
In your
Heart
That you
Loved me
And
You wanted
To spend
The rest of
Your life
With me
I want
To remember it
From your
Perspective
What was
The lasting
Impression
That put
A permanent mark
On your soul
Making us
Be a made
Forever
Linked together item

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Faces Inside Shadows”

When you are
Sprinting
From the shadows
Trying
To escape
Your nightmares
Who are you
Running from
What is
Haunting
Stalking
Causing that
Fear inside
Of you
I see
The panic
On you face
So
What faces are
Surrounding you
What skeletons are
In your closet
That are
Peeking out
Scaring you
Into hysterics
Making you
A raving maniac
That is
Incoherent
And
Gasping
For air
Is it
Your enemies
Is it
Your victims
Is it
Your conscious
Because
I know
It is
Not me
Tell me
What can
I do
To help
How can I
Protect you
From the demons
Chasing you
How can I be
The
Heroin
In your story
I want to
Comfort you
Love you
Give you
Peace
And
Security
Please
Talk to me
I can
Be your
Haven
Your freedom

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Emanating An Air Of Power”

I am not
In awe
I can believe
Not many
Have said
To people
They never
Met
That they are
Magnifique
It is sad
We have
A dilemma
That some people
Need uplifting
A compliment
To get them
Started
On a journey
To where
They want
To be
But
Unbeknownst
To them
We are not
Their strength
What is
Their strength
Is
The sparkle
That glistens
In their eyes
That wrap
All over
Their skin
Flows
Smoothly out of
Their mouth
Poetic words
Once
They speak
Diamonds
In the rough
So to speak
Who walk around
On two feet
That are
Exsqiste
With great
Clarity
Overlooked
By people
Too much
In a hurry
To get nowhere
And
Everywhere
Missing everything
Of true beauty
That comes
Before them
Leaving the
Blessing
Within
The ash
And
Soot
On the
Very body
That
Exudes greatness
A quality
That is
Inside of them
A treasure
Hidden in
Plain sight
Needing
And
Waiting to be
Discovered
Polished
And
Cleaned
Then
Put on display
For the world
To see

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Have My Back”

I have had
Enough lessons
This lifetime
So
Let us
Get straight
To the point
So we can get on
With our life
I want
To avoid
Confusion
So Listen carefully
I do not want
To confuse you
By the answers
I give
To the questions
You asked
You want
To know
What I will
Fight for
Well it
Depends if
I am a
Temporary
Or
Permanent
Fixture
In your life
Whether you are
Trustworthy
Honest
Dependable
I need to know
How you will
React
When the tide
Is high
The water
Is rising
That
You will not
Let me drown
In a watery grave
Alone
All by myself
I do not need
A coward
Saving
Their own skin
So tell me
The type
Of person
You are
I need
I want
To know
Right now
Where do I
Fit in your
Life
Will you be
By my side
Fighting
The good fight
Or will
I have
To fend
For myself
Because
The only
Person
I am looking
For is a
Lifetime
Not seasonal
I do not
Have time
To waste
Anyone
Not worthy
To be
Living inside
My heart
Step aside
I see potential
Behind you
That wants a chance
To be you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Nameless And Dangerous”

It has no name
That it
Goes by
But
We are
Summoning it
To emerge
From the depths
Of hell
And
It is
Something
To be reckon with
It is not playing
Any games
It is coming
Ferociously
For us
Through
A Toxic
Planted
Fertilized
Weed
Called
Greed
Fear
Hate
And
Ignorance
And
If it
Is not stopped
Or removed
Right now
It will
Creep in
Surround
Destroy
Everything
That once
Was beauty
Changing
Us completely
We must
Find a way
To stop
Destroy
Or control it
Because
Its’ airborn poison
Is rising
Into the air
We are
Breathing
And
It is seeping in
Our skin
And organs
Consuming us
Killing
Any or all means
To attempt
To change
For the better
Therefore
Handicapping
Future generations
From knowing
The true
Definition to
What is really humanity
I do not
Know when
I do not
Know how
But it is
Going to take
Over all of us
If we
Just stand by
Waiting for help
Instead of helping
Ourselves
To become better
Change
Cynical bastards
That are
Willing to
Kill humanity
And
Eradicate
Their poison from
The planet
And
Change
Our present
To a future
Where
The world
Sees humans
And
Not seperation of colors

-Yellowbonewonda

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“It Is You And Me”

My love
We need
To recharge
Our selves
And
Our sanity
Reconnect on
What made us
Love
One another
We must
Erase all
Negative energy
That has depleted us
So I ask you
Accept my
Invitation
To paradise
Go with me
On a trip
Into seclusion
Allowing us to
Get away
Leave
This world
Behind
Where no electronics
Will disturb us
Where nobody
Will interrupt us
So we can
Live out
Our fantasies of
Finding estascy
While
Doing a full
Exploration
Of our bodies
Through
Heart pounding
Body sweating
Love making
Until we are
Exhausted
Falling into
Each other’s arms
Spooning until
We recover
Then doing it again
And again
For good measure
Making sure
We both have
Reached satisfaction

-Yellowbonewonda

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“All Or Nothing”

Separately
Happiness
Is our own task
To secure
But
For a relationship
It must have room
To roam
Down a
Two way street
Where couples can
Meet in the middle
In order
To gain strength
And
Build a foundation
Over that love
They have
Therefore
Creating a
Bond like
No other
Because
Love can only
Go
So far
Then it will
Need to build
On consistency
To get
Further
Lack of appreciation
For one another
Lack of respect
Towards each other
Lack of motivation
To grow with each other
Will be
A constant
Downfall
A crash
And
Burn situation
There is no reason
To wait
Until the holidays
Or
Birthdays
To come
To express
Love towards
One another
There are
365 days in a year
And everyday
Should be a celebration
That you found
A Love
Like no other
I reiterate
People you need
Show it
Year-round
On a daily
365 days
That you
Love
Need
And
Want
To grow
With that someone
So you can
Find
Here on the Earth
Your piece
Of Heaven

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Give And Take”

I can count
Only one time
You had the right
Not to trust me
That was
Before you
Met me
When you did not
Know me
So tell me
Now
What is
Your problem
With me
I have never
Deceived
Harmed
Or
Mistreated you
Ever
All of these years
I have known you
I stood by you
Listened to you
Encouraged you
To live your dreams
I even
Came as backup
Fighting beside you
Helping you
Kill your demons
When they were
Chasing you
Relentlessly
Through your
Nightmares
Into your reality
I thought then
You was no longer
My friend
You was
Family
My love
Was unconditional
My loyalty
Was unbreakable
So I ask again
Why do you not
Trust me
I am always
The only one left
Standing beside you
After everyone else
Has left you
So stop punishing me
For what they did
I do not
Deserve it
I deserve
Nothing less
Than what
I have
Given to you
Respect
Love
Trust
And
A place
In my family

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Loyalty Has Sisters”

Loyalty has
Two loving sisters
To do his bidding
They love him
Dearly
Willing to act
On his behave
One good
One evil
They both
Defend and
Encourage him
When it comes
To the matter
Of the heart
That place intended
To be kept
For the trustworthy
Which
Believes
And
Defends anyone
As long as
They are honest
In their intentions
And is a friend
Worth keeping
So take that
In mind
When you choose
Your closest friends
Make sure they
Are taking on quality
Not quantity
Because
They must be
Capable of
Receiving
And
Giving
A priceless gift
That can not
Be bought
Or
Sold
Only given freely
Because those
Two sisters
Do not play games
And are watching
The good one
Will create
Guardian angels
Secret keepers
Ready
Willing
To stop
All enemies
Trying to hurt you
Without hesitation
And
The evil one
Will create hate
Mortal enemies
Seeking revenge
Being
A dangerous
Deadly
Deceitful
Killer
Holding
A double edged sword
Waiting to slice
Down anyone
Into pieces
When
Betrayal
Deception
Double-dealing
Is sensed
In its inner circle
So choose
Wisely
Loyalty is a precious
Commodity
And
His two sisters
Love him
And
Are watching you
Carefully

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Wash Over Me”

It was partially
My fault
I accept
That part
I kept
Breathing
New life
Into something
That was dead
It will never
Be the same
That pureness
That was inside
Of me
You stabbed
My heart
And left me
For dead
All
That was good
Inside of me
Has leaked out
Leaving nothing
Left inside
The reserve tanks
They are empty
Except for fumes
Now I sit here
Impatiently
Waiting to be
Lead to
The magical waterfall
That will cascade
Over my head
Cleansing
Everything
About me
Including the hell
You put me
Through
Away
Erasing all
The things
That was haunting me
And banish you
Out of my dreams
Renewing my
Memories
So I can
Get over
All the pain
And
Tears
You left me
Swimming in
Looking
For some
Form of proof
That Love
Is still attainable
And
Not another love
Folk tale
I do not
Want to believe
That I can not have
Or
Will not have
A true love
Before I am dead

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Heartless Relations”

I finally
Discovered
How this
Relationship
Collapsed
Why coldness
Fills the inside
Of my heart
And now
How to warm it
Even after
The heartache
You put me through
I am not
Completely broken
My memories
Helped me
To see
The truth
About you
They came with
Such forcefulness
Flooding back
To tell me
A story
Our life
Played
On a big screen
In my head
As a movie
At first
It was
Too fast
But it eventually
Slowed down
Showing me
In great detail
What you did
To me
And
How you tried
To leave
Me broken
It began
By you telling
One lie
Then another lie
Building
And creating
A life
On a crooked foundation
Topped with
A house of cards
That was
Ready to crumble
At any moment
It was not
My fault
You could not
Tell the truth
I loved you
I will not
Regret it
I meant it
I was in it
It is your loss
When we
Could have
Had a beautiful
Story

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Brain A Deadly Weapon”

The two
Deadliest people
The Assassin
That kills
For no reason
Other than money
The Bodyguard
That protects
Killing only
When provoked
When someone
Tries to
Assassinate
Their boss
While guarding them
Are inside
Of each person
Making them
The perfect weapon
To defend
Maim
Or
Kill
Anything
In its path
That cause harm
To its master
All feelings are
Locked away
In order
To think
With precision
So the hard
Decisions
Can be made
Without hesitation
After the brain
Has sensed danger
The only mission
Is to
Restore balance
At any cost
To guarantee
The heart
A fighting chance
To beat again
And
Love
Unconditionally
Without limits
I just say
As a warning
Do not
Wake up
The machine
Called the brain
I do not
Know what
It is capable of
But I know
Its agenda
Is to preserve
Love
So evil
Will not
Take over
And cause
Permanent blindness
Preventing
You to see
The good
In anybody

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trapped In My Feelings”

You continue
To put
Everyone
Above me
I do not remember
The last time
You said me
You loved me
Gone on a date
Taking me
To dinner
Dancing the night away
Then
Making love
Until we were
So spent
That we were
Left
In a love coma
It is
Been so long
That you
Have been looking
Right through me
I can not
Take this
Anymore
Masquerading
As if
We are happy
I am so tired
Of hearing
You tell me
I am
In my feelings
I am
In them
I stay
In them
Because of you
And
I have been
Wondering
Why
Am I here
In this house
In this life
With you
You do not
Appreciate me
I cook
I clean
I do everything
To keep
This family
Together
And everyday
You refuse to
Lift a finger
I am exhausted
Catering to
Your every whim
I am not
The hired help
You are not
Paying me
I am your lover
I am so angry
With you
I am
Tempted to
Choke you
Drain the life
Out of you
Then
Resuscitate you
So
I can ask you
How hell feels
And if
Your friends
Were there
Waiting for you
Since
The sun
And
The moon
Sets with them
Leaving me
In this darkness
Being
In love with
A man that
Does not
Love me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Treat Me With Love”

Do not
Make me
A victim
Like other
Girls
Before me
If you shatter
My heart
You will
Miss
The greatest
Experience
To feel
The love
Swimming
Within it
To be
Engulfed
Buried
And
Overwhelmed
In its beauty
Is something
That dreams
Are made of
And you
Will refuse
To wake
From it
My love
It will
Never
Kill
Hurt
Or
Leave you
If you
Take care
Of it
Carefully
It is
Simple
Do not
Use
Abuse
Or
Lie
To me
And
I will
Give you
Everything
In it
Being
Your lover
Your friend
Your homie
Standing along
Side of you
Locked and loaded
Ready to
Fight to
The death
Killing all
Demons
Coming for
You and I
With no hesitation
Just say
The words
I love you
And
Mean it
When you
Say them
To me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Ultimate Commitment”

Marriage
Is not like
Underwear
That you can
Change
Once it
Gets dirty
Torn and raggly
Marriage
Is the
Ultimate level
Of commitment
With no
Games
Lies
Secrets
Between
Two people
Coming together
To be a unit
But some people
Forget to use
Their vows
As a
Guidance
To help them
To grow
And
Intertwine
Into each other
Although simple
It has complexity
In it
If you
Do not
Believe
And
Are not able
To live
These words
Whole heartedly
Then please
Do not
Say these words
Below this verse
To another
For better
For worse
For richer
For poorer
In sickness
In health
To love
To cherish
Till death
Us do part
This is a
Powerful promise
That should not
Be taken lightly
Loving
Someone
That is human
You will have
Fight for them
On a daily
Waking up
And choosing
Again
And
Again
Without
A doubt
To be together
Forever
Committing
Yourself
To having
Being
And
Raising
A family
Only together

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Catch Me Then Keep Me Safe”

I want
My soulmate
That’s only
For me
That will
Love
Cherish
And
Keep
My heart safe
Being that
Man
That will be
The man
That wants
To stay
Through better
And/or worst
I do believe
The way
You pursued me
Is the same
Way you
Should keep me
And if you
Are pretending
I will know
Soon enough
I do not need
My time wasted
By pretenders
Wanting
To be someone
Otherthan theirself
Trying to get
Into my pants
Then break my heart
By walking out
I just want one
Man
To be the man
Who is ready
To be loved
By me
And
Willing to love
Me back
That’s a man
I will do
Anything for
Rushing home
To be in his arms
Giving my
All to
As a queen
Should do
For her king
Every chance
I get
Just
Do not pretend
To be a gentleman
When you are not
Be that man
Before you
Knock on my door
And
Let that one
Show up
Throughout
Do not become
Comfortable
Complacent
And
Taking me
For granted
I refuse
To accept
Treat me
With respect
Tell me
You love me
And
Show me
Everyday
And
Definitely
Do not
Change up
From having me
Be your queen
To
Treating like
Something
You found
On the bottom
Of your shoe
That will be
My cue
To exit
Left
Out the door
Never to
Come back

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Fear Holding You Back”

Speak what
You need
Into existence
Breath life
Into your
Every desire
And watch it
Grow into
Something magnificent
Make your dreams
Become reality
Do things
You need to do
Say things
You need to say
Go places
You want to go
Work your butt off
Like no other
Be your own
Champion
Fight for
You
And
Your legacy
Because no one
Will do it
For you
Do not be
Afraid
To be honest
Honest to
The one person
That counts
That reflection
Of yourself
Staring back
At you
On the other
Side of the mirror
She/he is asking
You to love
Yourself
Before You
Give yourself
To another
Be it true
In a clear
Detailed manner
Leaving no room
For confusion
Or doubt
Because once
You love yourself
People will begin
To see all of you
And what you offer
To the world
Stop
Letting things
Go
By passing up
On perfect
Opportunities
It is no crime
To be selfish
Sometimes
It’s necessary
So you do not
Lose yourself
And forget
Your purpose
For living

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Transparency Is Best”

Do not
Let your lies
Become too
Comfortable
It attaches to
Your breathing
Something
That is an automatic
Response
From birth
Telling the
Truth
Is better
Than lying
If you do not
Want to see
Disappointment
In the eyes
Of loved ones
That believed
In you
And gave you
Space in their heart
Do not hold back
On your truth
When you are
Searching for
A lifetime
With someone
Who will complete
And love
You
Until
Death do you part
Place your
Cards on the table
And represent
Yourself
Be
Truthful
Transparent
And give
One hundred percent
To someone
That needs that
To open up
Their padlocked gate
Do not make
Promises you
Can not keep
No one
In this world
Wants to be
Lied to
To their face
It’s hurtful
And
Disrespectful
To say in the least
To build your
Foundation
On lies and deceit
Do not be in
A relationship
If you’re not
Going to be
Yourself
The truth is
What everyone
Signs up for
In any relationship
The good
The bad
And the ugly
Is part of
This universe
But to face it
With someone
That loves
And knows
Your truth
Is a new freedom
Making it easier
To exist here
In this
Chaotic place

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lying For No Reason”

Let’s stop
Fighting
For this
Faded memory
Full of lies
And deception
I can see
Clearly now
Your cruel
Intentions
My brain
Is working
And piecing
Together
What my heart
Couldn’t
In the beginning
Now that
It is hurting
And
Close to empty
You was never
Into me
You used me
I get it
I am just
Another body
In a rubble
With other
Broken hearted
Women
You are a risk
To my sanity
Telling lies
For no reason
It’s a game
That’s life
Or death
For me
It’s affecting
My emotions
My nerves are shot
I’m going mental
With all
The petty
Head games
You are playing
Saying that
You love me
But deep down
You hate me
When you keep
Sending me
Through
A gauntlet
Of trained killers
Waiting
Ready to
Shoot me
In the
Head
Or
In my chest
Out of mercy

-Yellowbonewonda

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“The Crazy Friend”

Friends to
The end
A bestie
And definitely
Part of the family
Always borrowing
Your clothes
And eating
You out of
House and home
Being that
One person
In the group
That is bat shit
Crazy
Loud
A pain
In the ass
With every
Screw lose
In their body
Constantly
Talking alot
Of crap
To everybody
The best
Damn friend
To have
Having
Your back
When the
Time comes
For action
Up for anything
And everything
Down to party
Ready to jump
Into a fight
To defend you
With no explanation
Just instincts
And out of
Blind loyalty
It’s a love that
Is unconditional
No DNA needs
To bind them
It’s an
Unbreakable
Connection
Between them
That made
Friends into family

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Limit Is Here”

Keep trying me
I dare you
My heart is
Out of this
Stop testing me
You really
Want me to
Fail drastically
I have no more
Cheeks
To turn
I’m there
Now
I’m tired of
Deceitful
Trifling liars
Being around
Here
I am
No
Saint
By any means
It will be
A cold day
In hell
Before
I die
For anyone’s sins
I’m tired of
People taking
My kindness
For weakness
It was called
Tolerance
And it is
At the limit
You’ve
Done me wrong
You’ve voided
Your
Unconditional
Love status
That bridge
You had
It’s condemned now
And deadly
To travel
I am not
Your mother
A friend
Or your family
Don’t
Call me
I don’t want to
Smell your
Shit fragrance
I will never
Help you
If you’re stranded
I can’t stand you
I’m ready to
Snap back
And finish this
I’ve extended
My hand
I’m done
Being the
Better one
It’s time
For me to be selfish
I’m Saving my
Last fingers
To survive with
I just want
Peace
And to be
Left alone

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Crashing Below”

I’m standing
Naked
And exposed
With no secrets
To hide
While everyone
Gauk at me
And shake
Their head
As I tell
My truth
I’m tired of
Being the
Leading lady
In this
Drama series
Full of hate
I’m sick
Of making
People believe
The lies
We are spoon
Feeding them
It’s cheap Caviar
In an expensive
Restaurant
We can’t pay
We are not
The perfect couple
We have not
Been happy
And in love
For some time
It’s only a front
For company
On special occasions
Or on family days
Packed with fun
I’m just tired
Of pretending
That
We have a home
When it’s
Only four walls
And furniture
It is
Empty with
No soul
I am no longer
Afraid
Of losing
This thing
We’ve built
With smoke screens
And mirrors
It’s time to let go
I’m not getting
Paid for
My skills
I’ve played
This character
Well enough
This award
Winning performance
As the good wife
It is played out
And I’m
Canceling
The show
I’ve been
Dangled
Off a
Condemned bridge
For far
Too long
I felt him
When he let go
Losing his grip
On my hand
My death
Was slow
I fell
On the rocks
And
My body
Split
In two
Yet that
Wasn’t my torture
It was when
He
Looked down
Stared back
And laughed
At me
Without a care
Where did
It all go wrong
When did you start
Hating me
I remembered
You loved me
You said
You saw
A life
Within me
But your actions
Said differently
My best friend
Became my enemy
And the murderer
That left me
Freezing
In the cold

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Who’s In Control”

No one
Knows your life
Or the struggle
You make
On a daily
Just don’t lie
About it
Live your Truth
Don’t hide
Behind the lie
That you are
An independent woman
When you rely
On men to pay
Your bills
And give you gifts
Answer
One question
What would you do
If men
Did not
Paying
Would you even
Consider it
To take off
Your clothes
And prance for them
You say men
Don’t take advantage
Of a you
Because you’re
Your own boss
But all you’ve bossed
Is opening your mouth
And laying on your back
Any right
It’s your decision
You made
Your choice
But
Are you really
Being true
To yourself
When you’re the
Next act
Following someone else
Stripping
For tips
Why are not
Confident
In your brain
And your good sense
To make money
The right way
And be your own boss
In any event
It’s your decision
To live your life
You don’t
Have to answer
To me
It’s not my life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Tunnel Vision”

I do not
Need
To walk
In anyone
Else’s shoes
I will
Never be
A failure
I’m a winner
In my heart
Of hearts
I came
To my senses
I saw
What I was meant
To be
It’s not
Being with you
That person
Was a stranger
That possessed
My body
And corrupted
My soul
I cried
For days
To cleanse
Myself
When I wiped
My eyes
I was able
To see
The truth
For the
First time
I saw
With new sight
It was a
Vision of beauty
It was me
Smiling bright
I was
Without you
And my
Life was
All right
I promised myself
To never
Allow that image
To fade away
I finally
Had my strength
You made
Me weak
In the past
I could only see
Through
Tunnel vision
I got so far
Off track
I was
On a mission
Trying to prove
You wrong
Forgetting
Myself
Just for that
Short while
It felt like
An eternity
Walking
In your shoes
I was
Doing dumb shit
Mirroring you
Your stank
Attitude
And I allowed
Your anger to
Consume me
I was lost
Inside of you
I had to get out
I broke
The only rule
I had for myself
To always
Be true
Be me
And never
Be a duplicate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Laid In Front Of You”

Two glasses
On a table
Rotated to
Your point
Of view
It does not
Matter
Everyone else
Sees it as
Wrong
But you
Say it
Ain’t so
Your reasoning
Is warped
You will never
See
The truth
Even if
It was
Presented right
In front
Of you
My conclusion
Is I’m damned
In whatever
I do
I will never
Have the chance
To be
A part of
Your life
I’m forever
At arms length
Doubted
With no
Reason
To back it up
I’m feeling
Some type of way
Because you lied
You put me
In this position
Making me
Feel like
I’m the one
That is wrong
And blind
To the truth
I shouldn’t have
To defend myself
When I’ve
Committed no crime
Against you
You are the one
That let your
Past and enemies
Condemn me
Someone else
Made the decision
To hurt you
That was them
Not me
I’ve been here
Standing steadfast
Beside you
Never faltering
Real and confident
In every step
I made with you
I laid everything
About me
Out on the table
You should
Know me
My heart
My story
And my character
Nothing has
Ever changed
I’ve been the same
Person
I hate how
You say
You want
Someone real
But keep
Doing stupid
Things to offend me
Stop taking it
Out on me
I’ve never
Turned my back
Once on you
I was the one
That told you
You was family
And
Embraced you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Inexcusable Behaviour”

I’ve recorded
And analyzed
Everything
Mentally
Never
Forgetting
The lies
That left
Your mouth
So easily
I won’t
Forget
That you lied
Straight to
My face
I remembered it
As if it
Was yesterday
So vividly
I can still
Taste
The hate
That spued from
Your mouth
You lacked
Self-respect
And all dignity
Your
Actions
Spoke
With fluidity
While slug
And sewage
Poured
Slowly
From all your
Crevices
Stinking up
The air
There was
No way
To breath
Around your
Poisonous
Toxicity
The habits
You’ve developed
From your past
Is hindering you
And
You’ve formed a
Very distinctive
Pelicular feature
That shields you
You are unable
To respect
Those good
To you
But today
My truth
Will be
Smacking you
I was born
With the capability
Of seeing
Truth
And
Bull shit
Around me
I treat
Your words as
Little Particles
Floating
In the air
About to plague
My environment
With a
Virus
With no cure
For me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Not In Line For You”

You said
You would
Need me
Want me
And
Love me
And only me
For life
But it wasn’t
The truth
Your sidechick
I guess
Had enough
Of you
Telling her
You would
Leave me
Divorce me
And make
Her your
New wife
You had
No intentions
In leaving
Her
Nor I
And that became
Your biggest mistake
You put
Your trust
In a scorned
Woman
With secrets
You kept
From me
And she got
Tired of
Your many excuses
She did
What she felt
Would make
Her happy
With one click
Destroying us
Sending
All the
Proof of
Your explicit
Relationship
Letters
Videos
Chats
In black
White
And color
Your cheating
Has costed
Us everything
It was
An ultimate kill
Killing us
Quickly

I will not
Be the other woman
Waiting in line
For you
I gave you
All of me
You threw
It away
For a romp in
The hay
With someone
Otherthan me
Imploding
Everything
That mattered
Between us
There is
No way
To fixing
This mess
You created
Call her up
I know
She’s waiting for you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Enemy Of My Enemy”

You live
With them
Everyday
Going to
Family events
Birthdays
Funerals
And
Holidays
You shouldn’t
Have to
Be afraid
Of what
They will
Do behind
Your back
But you are
You can’t
Trust them
As far as
You can throw
Them
It’s that
Heartbreaking
Saying
Who needs
Enemies
When you have
Family
No stranger can
Do worst
Than them
Than people
Closer to you
They know
You better
Than anyone
They are family
Your secrets
Are their ammunition
And they use
Them
Like bullets
Hitting you
In rapid
Fire sessions
Center mass
Shredding your heart
Into pieces
Guaranteeing no
Chance of rescuitation
All that’s
Needed to
Be done
Is to
Pronounce you
DOA
At the scene

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Karma Will Get You”

I feel
Every time
I’m around you
I’m dry drowning
In front of you
I can not depend
On you
To save me
If I do
I should
Give up now
Lay down
And let mother nature
End my pain
And
Devour me
It’s just
The realization
I’ve come to
I’ve realized you
Will never
Attempt to come
To my rescue
You’re a liar
Manipulator
A con artist
You lie
About everything
Telling everyone
The sky is gray
When everyone
Sees it’s blue
You have never
Told the truth
To save one life
Including yours
That’s why
You are dead inside
God forbid
If you ever
Said to anyone
I put it on my
Mother
Father
Brother
Sister
Daughter
Son
Life
Everyone would
Fall dead then
No one will
Survive your curse
On them
You would like it
Wouldn’t you
You’re delusional
If you believe
You’ve fooled
The world
Your obsession
With yourself
Is clear as
A sunny day
In June
You want what
You want
At any cost
Not caring
Who gets hurt
In the process
You have
No heart
To give
And
Compassion
Is a curse word
If anyone
Ask for it
From you
You are evil
You get kicks
And thrills
Out of
Tormenting
People
God
Does not like ugly
You will get yours
I don’t have
To do nothing
To you

-Yellowbonewonda

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