“Situational Intolerance”

What happened to your spirit
What broke you down so bad
Making you so
Hateful
Resentful
Disrespectful
To everyone around you

Where in your life
Did you lose yourself
That innocence
That kept you laughing
And shrugging off
The little stuff

Because right now
That stick
Up your a$$
Is causing some serious damage
Destruction that is making
This a detrimental situation

And I am tired of this
You constipated
Irritated
Miserable person
With your attitude always
Dailed up to ten
For no damn reason

This stuff you on
Got you doing
Some demented batshittyness
How can you live
With yourself
Being so difficult
What is your problem

After eight hours of your crap
You make me want
To commit myself
Just so I can be alone
In peace
Listening to silence

Your problems
No one can solve this
Even a mathematician

At the top of his class
Threw up his hands
Saying he did not
Want any part you

Unsolvable equation
That was his last statement
As he ran away
Saying lose his number

-Yellowbonewonda

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“The Civil Force”

Responsible
For the prevention
Detection of crime
Maintenance
Of public order
Nowhere
Says
Fear
Consternation
Discomposure
Is part
That description
Yet
This is a
Combination of
Something
That is
Building up
Only to
Boil over
Into something
Most deadly
A legalized killer
Playing
Judge
Jury
Executioner
In the street
Of our community
Putting targets
On the chest
Of people
Killing anyone
That they deem
Not human
We all
Can do
Without this
Melancholy
We need protection
Not
Twitchiness
Embedded
In the DNA of
A police officer
A peace officer
A soldier of
Community
We need
Officers
Who have
A calm mind
A steady hand
Being a
People person
With training
To see everyone
As humans
Not bullseyes
Moving amongst
Our community
Having that abilty
To deal with
People
And
Be
A peace protector
Not someone
Part of
The tyranny
Looking for revenge
Instant justice
By riddling
Unarmed
People
In the streets
With bullets
Will be
A beginning
No one is
An animal
A carcass
Needing
Collecting
Made as a
Trophy
In anyone’s mind
Worn on someone’s chest
Placed in their record
As a legalized
Good shooting
It is
A Killing
A Murder
By any meaning
Guns should be
Last resort
Majority of
Situations
Can be
Have been
Solved
Without killing
Look at
The prison system
Full to capacity
Getting fuller
By the minute
How do you
Suppose
They
Got there
Alive
Breathing
They were
Arrested
Convicted
And
Imprisoned
Either
Receiving
Justice
Or
Injustice
By the system
But alive
Nonetheless
Living to
Fight
Within the system

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Faces Inside Shadows”

When you are
Sprinting
From the shadows
Trying
To escape
Your nightmares
Who are you
Running from
What is
Haunting
Stalking
Causing that
Fear inside
Of you
I see
The panic
On you face
So
What faces are
Surrounding you
What skeletons are
In your closet
That are
Peeking out
Scaring you
Into hysterics
Making you
A raving maniac
That is
Incoherent
And
Gasping
For air
Is it
Your enemies
Is it
Your victims
Is it
Your conscious
Because
I know
It is
Not me
Tell me
What can
I do
To help
How can I
Protect you
From the demons
Chasing you
How can I be
The
Heroin
In your story
I want to
Comfort you
Love you
Give you
Peace
And
Security
Please
Talk to me
I can
Be your
Haven
Your freedom

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Scent Of A Liar”

Be happy
When I choose
Not to be
Around that
Stupidity
Rejoice
Know I am
Counting
My blessings
I am content
I take it
As a vacation
From a bad
Performance
That is
Continuously
Performed
Every time
I am there
In its presence
I find
Peace
In the separation
My piece of
Heaven
On Earth
The one
Rare occasion
For me
To relax
And
Not be
Entangled
Into
Madness
Or
Whatever
Madness
That is
Brought out
Of me
I take
My peace
Seriously
I do not
Let anyone
Change
The frequency
To what
They
Think it
Should be
I voice it
Nicely
Then
Aggressively
Asking
Please
Do not
Attempt
To sabotage me
Telling them
It will be
Dangerous
Awakening
The predator
Within me
Because
It is
Waiting
For me
To see red
So it can erase
All voice
Recognition
Inside my memory
Making sure
No one
Will be able
To talk
Sense into me
Please understand
I hate when
My hairs
Stand on end
Tingling
When my senses
Adjust
Into an
Observant
Suspicious
Hot headed
Powerful
Weaponized
Person
In ready mode
To attack
Anyone with
The scent
Of a liar
On them

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Emanating An Air Of Power”

I am not
In awe
I can believe
Not many
Have said
To people
They never
Met
That they are
Magnifique
It is sad
We have
A dilemma
That some people
Need uplifting
A compliment
To get them
Started
On a journey
To where
They want
To be
But
Unbeknownst
To them
We are not
Their strength
What is
Their strength
Is
The sparkle
That glistens
In their eyes
That wrap
All over
Their skin
Flows
Smoothly out of
Their mouth
Poetic words
Once
They speak
Diamonds
In the rough
So to speak
Who walk around
On two feet
That are
Exsqiste
With great
Clarity
Overlooked
By people
Too much
In a hurry
To get nowhere
And
Everywhere
Missing everything
Of true beauty
That comes
Before them
Leaving the
Blessing
Within
The ash
And
Soot
On the
Very body
That
Exudes greatness
A quality
That is
Inside of them
A treasure
Hidden in
Plain sight
Needing
And
Waiting to be
Discovered
Polished
And
Cleaned
Then
Put on display
For the world
To see

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Your Beef Has No Seasoning”

Gossiping
Whispering
Rumours
Start battles
That end up
Growing into
Century old wars
And
No one is
Giving answers
To Questions
Saying
We can not
Handle the truth
But what
We see is
Alot of
Collateral damage
Left in its place
They are
Killing off
People
Who were
Never enemies
In the first
Place
Because
Unchecked facts
Needed to
Spread
Like wildfire to
Feed
Hate
Insecurities
And
Doubt
So it could
Trigger
Fight
Or
Flight
Response
Inside of us
Do you not
See that
Think for
Yourself
Make decisions
Based on
What is in
Your chest
Use your
Common sense
It will
Always push you
To be
A better version
Of yourself
That will
Stop you
From getting
Hung up
On stupid
Childish beefs
Between someone
You never met
Check your facts
That is all
I ask
Do not season
A beef
That will
Never be
Yours to eat

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Transparency Is Best”

Do not
Let your lies
Become too
Comfortable
It attaches to
Your breathing
Something
That is an automatic
Response
From birth
Telling the
Truth
Is better
Than lying
If you do not
Want to see
Disappointment
In the eyes
Of loved ones
That believed
In you
And gave you
Space in their heart
Do not hold back
On your truth
When you are
Searching for
A lifetime
With someone
Who will complete
And love
You
Until
Death do you part
Place your
Cards on the table
And represent
Yourself
Be
Truthful
Transparent
And give
One hundred percent
To someone
That needs that
To open up
Their padlocked gate
Do not make
Promises you
Can not keep
No one
In this world
Wants to be
Lied to
To their face
It’s hurtful
And
Disrespectful
To say in the least
To build your
Foundation
On lies and deceit
Do not be in
A relationship
If you’re not
Going to be
Yourself
The truth is
What everyone
Signs up for
In any relationship
The good
The bad
And the ugly
Is part of
This universe
But to face it
With someone
That loves
And knows
Your truth
Is a new freedom
Making it easier
To exist here
In this
Chaotic place

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Only Two Choices”

Everyone thinks
By making plans
Guarantees
Their future
Nothing is
Promised
To anyone
In this
Group delusion
This can all end
Immediately
Causing us to
Drop dead
Where we stand
So don’t think
You’re special
Over another
Live your life
To the fullest
And be a good person
It’s a do
Or die situation
On countdown
And no one
Knows the end game
It is his gift
To give
On how long
He will put up
With the ignorance
Of people
Stop pretending
We have control
Of life
It’s an illusion
We live in a world
Of judgement
With simple choices
Live
Die
Love
Hate
There is no room
To play
In the middle
We are all puppets
Dancing
To the tune
Of two
Grand master gamers
Be aware
All your choices
Dictates who is
Your controller
Either you
Choose God or Satan
To be
The keeper
Of your soul
This will be
The most
Important decision
You’d make
So don’t order
Like you’re
Buying a Starbucks
This is for
Eternity
An Infinitant decision
Nothing to be
Taken lightly

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Damn Sheep”

I did not
Read the
Fine print
It was a
Clause in it
It states
They can
Abandon me
After
The millionth
Sheep
I am a restless
Soul
That can not sleep
My eyes are
At half mass
My body is weak
As I lay
In bed
I start to sink
Into an oblivion
Between the sheets
I toss
And turn

Looking for
The sleeper sheep
To come
To me
So I can
Count them
And fall
Into deep
Sleep
But
They are
Nowhere
To be found
They refuse
To help me
They rather
Deal with
The easy peeps
That
Go down
By the tenth
Sheep
I begged them
Time and again
Not to abandon me
And save me
From this fate
Of restless nights
Running together
I don’t know
Today’s date
I need their
Patience
And
Help
I can not
Do it by myself
I need them
Yet those
Dirty little
Bastards rather
Steal from me
Taking my sanity
With my
Lack of
Sleep
I warn everyone
Don’t be
Like me
Read everything
They give
To you
It’s deception
In the hearts
Of
Lazy
Creepy Sheep
Who are
Picking and
Choosing who
Gets sleep

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Need An Advocate For My Life”

Do I keep
Walking
Or stand still
Until someone
Comes to
Find me
Waiting feels
Like a lifetime
And dying
Is an eternity
Either way
I risk
Being lost
It’s hell
In the middle of
Somewhere
Surrounded
By nothing
Wondering
Aimlessly
With
No direction
Just walking
In circles
Like I’m crazy
Looking
For something
That is rare
And hard to find
A piece
Of happiness
In the form
Of two pills
One states
Lie down
On my back
And die
The other
States
Stand tall
on my feet
And fight
To the death
If I have to
Either fate
By my hands
Are
Bad versus worst
Case scenario
I need
Something
More drastic
Taking all worries
Away
Of picking
The wrong one
So I’m
Giving it over
To a judger
A devil’s advocate
That is
Capable
Of weeding out
The ungrateful
And
The unworthy
With specific
Instructions
To give
My heart
To the one
Ready to die
For me
In order
To live
Forever
Up
In heaven
Beside me
With no
Fear
Deceit
Or
Heartache
To come
Home to

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Value My Safety”

Why is it
That some people
Include me
In games
I don’t want
To play
Too many people
Putting me
In deadly situations
With riddles
That don’t
Make sense
And no
Plausible answers
To guess
I’m hanging
From
Death traps
I can not
Escape
There are no
Safety nets
To catch me
From sudden death

I’m a guareenteed
Loser
In this game
When there
Are no
Rules
To keep me safe
I can not
Understand
Why there are
People
Happy at
Putting me
In danger
Because
They believe
My safety is
Not a value
To them
I am not
Put here
To be
Played with
Or
Entertainment
For people
That are
Unhappy
With their
Life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Limit Is Here”

Keep trying me
I dare you
My heart is
Out of this
Stop testing me
You really
Want me to
Fail drastically
I have no more
Cheeks
To turn
I’m there
Now
I’m tired of
Deceitful
Trifling liars
Being around
Here
I am
No
Saint
By any means
It will be
A cold day
In hell
Before
I die
For anyone’s sins
I’m tired of
People taking
My kindness
For weakness
It was called
Tolerance
And it is
At the limit
You’ve
Done me wrong
You’ve voided
Your
Unconditional
Love status
That bridge
You had
It’s condemned now
And deadly
To travel
I am not
Your mother
A friend
Or your family
Don’t
Call me
I don’t want to
Smell your
Shit fragrance
I will never
Help you
If you’re stranded
I can’t stand you
I’m ready to
Snap back
And finish this
I’ve extended
My hand
I’m done
Being the
Better one
It’s time
For me to be selfish
I’m Saving my
Last fingers
To survive with
I just want
Peace
And to be
Left alone

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Am Something To Savour “

Give me
Your pain
Your love
Your trust
And part of
Your soul
I want you
To live
Your life
With me
Like a
Prisoner
On death row
That has
Requested
A last meal
That you’re
Ready to
Savour
Nice and slow
Every moment
Is a new memory
Pushing your senses
To overload
Touch
Taste
Smell
Hearing
Sight
Will playback
Within your soul
And when time
Starts
Ticking away
And
The bewitching hour
Comes
Count on your memories
To keep me close
So I can
Intertwine
In your soul
I’m there always
You can’t
Put me
On pause
Delete
Or even control
What is
Naturally between us
Is more
Deeper than love
Or the physical
From today
And
Every
Tomorrow
Until knocking
On death’s door
Just swim in
My essence
Find comfort in
My embrace
And drink
From the cup of
My love
That overflows
It became yours
Once
You figured out
My security code
To look beyond
My clothes
To the center
Of my core
My body
Craved more
Than what your
Dick could do
Inside my hole
It was something
More I needed
It had to
Be substantial
Satisfying
Quenching
My hunger
Beyond my tastebuds
I was
Feenin for
Real
Soul food
To make
Me full
And I refused
To settle for
Anything
Less than a
Hearty plate
Of special and
Real
I don’t
Eat dick
Casserole
From
Neighbors
Greeting me
To a new
Neighborhood

-Yellowbonewonda

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