By: Yellowbonewonda
Keeping it my little secret
Is hard
People are seeing the change in me
Or
Am I paranoid
I’m not in denial
I know my addiction
I am a stone cold junkie
With a monkey on my back
I’m carrying it like a backpack
I can feel it coming
An intervention
I’m not going
I’m not going into rehab
I’m not denying
I get high
Like a kite
On the best winds
I’m a junkie
My body is hooked
And my supplier
Can give me the best quality
It’s like no other
They can lock me up
Under the jail
In the dungeon
I ain’t giving him up
I get one hit
And
And
I’m sitting on top of the world
There is no feeling like it
I ain’t giving it up
Stop asking me to do it
I don’t know why I do it
It feels so good
I’m not giving in
To an intervention
I tell you
I’m not gonna let you detox me
I’m a love junkie
I said it
And I screaming it loud
And as long as he’s supplying
I’m gonna be searching for my next fix
The weakness in my knees
The crinkles in my toes
The hairs standing on my body giving me chills
He makes me numb to everything else
That kills my spirit
I’m lifted by every
Puff
Pill
Or shot
I can’t wait to get my next fix
I’m ducking into the shadows
Getting down and dirty with it
I’m not running
From it
Build my coffin
Because the next chance I get
I’m gonna overdose on his loving
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